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6 months and 10 days...

2011-12-16T00:37:00.002+08:00

that's how long it took me to write this. it seems like i'm only here when i feel like complaining about life pretty much. since then, a lot has happened. learnt that no matter what, at several points in your life, some of the people around you will definitely change.

in all honesty, i'm just gonna start trusting people less now. you give them your trust and they just stab you right in the back. what a pretty sight, isn't it? i think i've been way too nice to people. i need to slap them in the face and just physically stab them with a proper knife. but then again, their stupidity might reflect the blow, wait, maybe not their stupidity, just their obnoxiously thick skin.

sometimes, i just feel like killing these people with my own bare hands but it's not something that i can do cause in all honesty, staining my hands with their blood will only pull me down to their level. god damn it, i'm better than them. at least i treasure people as they should be. i don't look down on people and have an elitist attitude. so fuck you people and may karma have mercy on you cause i'm sure what you have done to me will get back to you, hopefully worse than what you gave me.

i'm pretty sure you'll suffer anyway, given that ya'll don't really connect with people and just treat them as tools. but ya know what. i ain't gonna care anymore cause at the end of the day, i don't need you. i'm better off without even being linked to you. i hope that ya'll suffer... and when i hear that news, i'm gonna laugh in front of you, right to your face!

procrastination nation

2011-06-06T17:59:00.002+08:00

it's been half a year, or more, since i last post anything here. i guess blogging requires a certain type of commitment that i don't really have. as the title goes, i'm suppose to study as my finals is round the corner but as usual, i haven't started studying. somebody ought to shoot me in the head. life has been neither nice nor evil to me. things have happened, shitty things and great things has happened but i'm not complaining.

but in all honesty, while i am doing what i want in uni, i guess i'm not a big fan of formal education?... can't seem to stick to any type of plan and i can't discipline myself.

if only...

2010-12-04T01:04:00.002+08:00

true to my words, i blog when i feel unhappy. the thing that makes me unhappy... my oldest sister. she came back from penang only to ruin my life. seriously. sometimes i just don't get it, my parents just adores her i guess. you can just see it. sigh...

sometimes i wished that things weren't they way they are but what can one do but to persevere. i'm glad that i live my life in a different country for the majority of the year. sometimes i wish that i don't have a sister like her. scrap that, most of the time i wish i do not have a sister like her. freakin pretentious. sure everybody loves her but do they ever see her behind the facade that she puts on. no, they don't. who gets the worst of her temper, people who are younger than her, or specifically people she couldn't care less about, ME!

throughout my life, i've shadowed by her. i've always hated that and my parents are always taking her side. and the fact that she calls other people racist, doesn't that make her one too? trying to be all pro-asian by being racist, like WTH?? seriously man. freaking pretentious bitch. UGH! just because i choose to study in a western country, she's making a fuss that caucasians are all racist and rude, like what the hell man. i just can't see what people see in her. is it because i got the worst of her wrath? or maybe it's just cause i don't agree with her way. she'll be the first person in my opinion to turn into an extremist, i won't be surprised if she would to be honest.

maybe this is good. it'll just make me emotionally unattached to everybody and i can just click my heels together and get magically transported to where ever i want to be and start a new life. it's probably better that way. i have a lot of anger in me and now y'all know the reason why, as if y'all don't know it. sigh. i'm doomed to be related to her for the rest of my life, by blood. i'm just so angry. UGH!!

wow, that took time :P

2010-10-31T05:47:00.002+08:00

wow, the 45th post after months of absence. quite a bit has happened and i swear that my english deteriorated since i entered uni, which is weird considering i'm in an english speaking country. lack of writing in proper english could be one of the reason, or it could be caused by listening to japanese and korean songs with broken english in it constantly. regardless of the reason, my english suck so bad right now that i'm ashamed to speak in english. inferiority complex perhaps, from all the caucasian students in the arts faculty.

exam's near and that compelled me to blog. it's strange isn't it, you get the urge to blog at the weirdest time in your life. when things are going awesomely well, the blog is abandoned, but then when something major is going on in your life, new posts start to appear in the blog.

okay, a recap of my life for the last few months. my friend left and is now stuck in burma. we haven't called her in a week. she must feel like we're abandoning her now. on another note i went to JYJ's album showcase in KL. flew from perth just to watch them perform. it was awesome. the best part was probably when i threw my bags down before taking picture with them. i swear jaejoong snickered when he saw that i did that, but then again i might be imagining things cause i was tired. lack of sleep for 2 nights in a row and i didn't even sleep in the plane on the journey back to perth. ended up reading my political science textbook. i guess i was scared that i would do horribly for my presentation on wednesday.

but yeah JYJ was awesome. i loved them to bits they were really good on stage. i wish that i will be able to interact with them one day. not a fan-artist interaction, more of a friend type of meeting. one can only wish, huh? well, that is a very far-fetched dream that i'll keep to myself until it's fulfilled or something, as if. what right do i have to be friends with them since i'm technically a fan so the dynamics and purpose of the friendship itself is botched. then again, i really do wonder how they will fare as friends. a curiosity that will never be fulfilled but i shall be positive about it :P.

okay, what else happened? hmm...my finals is next week. i need to apply for a japanese visa on monday or tuesday, either one of those days. before the exams starts. i'm way behind on all of the uni materials but i can't seem to find any sense of urgency regarding my studies. i'm destined to flunk on my first semester, gone are my student exchange prospect for my second year. sigh, but what can a person do. study more? but honestly, how much more can a person study if there isn't any motivation or drive behind it?

i need to at least pass every subject so that i don't look like a dumbass on printed paper when i'm applying for a job :( ohh... i bought beats by dre. it's really awesome. the sound that comes out of these headphones are orgasmic. beats any headphones out there. i really am considering buying beats pro, it doesn't look as nice as the studios or solos but i can only imagine the sound that would be produced by them. maybe on another vacation to korea, i'l pick up a pair of beats pro for myself :P

with that being said, i really should find myself a job to support all these excessive spending that i've been doing. sigh, if only money really grow on trees.

wowee wow wow. post number 44.

2010-08-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

ohh, post number 44 peeps. suddenly felt like blogging tonight. it's been quite a long while since i last blogged and there isn't really anything to blog about these days. i feel no angst, no anger, nothing. but i just visited parv's blog and tachi's blog and i just felt like writing something.

dang, typing on the hp's keyboard feels super weird now. i'm too used to the mac's keyboard. this is super bad. i need to get reacquainted with the hp com again. on another note, i'm saving a ton of money by moving out with my friends instead of paying more than 200 dollars per week at the swanbourne place. now i'm paying less than 200 per week and i'm saving a ton of money. i love it. but the downside to this is that a friend of mine is leaving perth really soon and she's not really coming back to study here anymore. circumstances prohibits her from doing so.

another reason for me to go to singapore more often. i just realized that i could rant a lot more than this cause i found out more things, incriminating things, about my uncle and what he does to secure projects. ah how money changes people. it's amazing how corrupt people can be when money is involved. it's sad, especially when all these are done behind a nice facade. it's just annoying.

i'll be the first to admit, i hate being poor, but money will come to you if you work for it, and yes i do intend to find a job and with the rsa cert, i can even work in a bar. that would be nice. i just realized that what i write about in this blog is really shallow. it's not deep nor is it insightful. i feel like an english native speaker wannabe, blogging about incoherent things while i should try and blog about something that's more useful. then again, that would not be me. i need Rasa Kool Inc here with me man. i need ppl who can keep up with the fast-paced topic that changes every 2 seconds.

i'm back

2010-04-07T01:02:00.002+08:00

i'm back and for the first time in a long time, i'm actually blogging because i want to and not because i'm in a procrastinating mode. well, the thing is that should i start writing again. i mean now that i have new perspective on life, should i start writing again?

i was kinda writing something and just out of the blue, my friend suggested that we should write something about our stay at currie hall. i'll write the happenings for the first 6 months and she'll write the latter. she's set on using a friend of ours as the main character. well, at that time it seems like a very good idea but when i think about it now... not the brightest idea that we had.

on another note, i realised that i can't write an essay in malay anymore. it took me 30 minutes to write something that wasn't long enough to be considered as a paragraph in my english essay. at the rate that i'm doing things, i think all the malay i had acquired over all these years are just gonna go down in the gutters man. my malay vocabulary sucks. if the malaysian government decides that everything should be changed into malay yet again, my lil sis is screwed. nobody can help her.

well at the end of the day, being alive is more important than slaving yourself over a language that has no significance whatsoever in the global commercial market.

it's that time again

2010-03-11T01:44:00.002+08:00

yup. the time has come for... me to procrastinate, again. i really do not have the slightest clue why i love to waste my time when i have assignments due all around me. i really wish that i could change this bothersome attitude of mine.

on another note, i just skimmed through gokusen the movie. super slow but i don't care. the point is that i have watched snippets of it and i liked it. almost all the old cast were there, it just reminded me of all the old seasons of gokusen. it brings back memories. it kinda made me wished that my high school days were as eventful as that. now it is more than eventful, although it has been quiet.

the point i'm trying to make is that, i want to experience everything that i can in my youth. just like what the characters did. they were bad and they were able to change themselves. i really want to be like them, not the whole being-a-delinquent part, but rather the more meaningful part of acknowledging how big of an impact can a GOOD teacher can leave you with. the reason the word good id capitalised is because not all teachers are good teachers.

believe me, i have had some of the worst teachers in the world and they don;t even deserve even a speck of respect. others who are very nice and are worth the respect are treated like crap and are almost always taken advantage of by students. i guess everything boils down to human nature at the end of the day.

humans do not appreciate what they have until they lose it. when they are out in the world, they expect people to be nice to them but they themselves just treat other people like they are worthless. and don't get me started on the people who says that they don't like hypocrites, there is nobody in this world who hasn't had the hypocritical attitude.

i dunno why i suddenly write about this. it's like what i felt back in school and speaking about school. my previous school is going down in the dumps. goodbye to the glorious history of the school and say welcome to its destruction. to a certain extent, i do like the school but i have never really enjoyed my time there. i've met good people but i have met ones who are not suitable and/or unstable for the worldwide lucid community.

i felt as if most of my youth was wasted at that school, i felt that i could've done better things with my youth. i could have really enjoyed my youth and create really unforgettable memories but alas, human nature will never allow that. i hate that the schools back home gives off an oppressed atmosphere. it was a feeling of despair, almost. it exudes an aura of despair, just awful.

right now, i like what i'm doing. it is only now that i'm starting to really explore my youth that could have been spent in a much better way when i was back in high school. i will capture the spirit of my youth and make more precious memories. i wish that my friends are here with me. ya'll know who you are.

but seriously man, why am i still writing this. i should be writing my essay. :P

memories...

2010-02-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

i don't know why i felt the urge to blog about this. i guess that talking to mariko last night just kinda made me reminisce about the past a little bit. do ya'll remember the big black brick-like motorola phone that came out in the 90's? i think it was in 94 or something. i can't remember when i saw that phone, but do ya'll remember it? post some comments if you do.

i was talking to mariko and she honestly thought that the big black motorola phone was created for tv dramas and when i told her that that era existed, she honestly went into shock. according to her, those type of phones probably existed in japan in the 50's. i can see some jaws hanging right now but nevertheless it is true. in the 90's their phone resembles the phone that we have now, with the grainy camera and not up to standard, screens.

it's amazing that the rest of the world only, kinda, caught up with Japanese technology now. there was such a vast difference in the past but the gap has been reduced by a milestone now compared to yesteryears.

on a different note, i found that some of my cousins are in fact actively in tune with all the new internet hype but fail miserably in the maintenance of their blogs and etc. they started something with a purpose and when they abandon it, it just seemed to me like they took on a matter that eventually made them feel burdened. well, such is life. i do feel like abandoning this blog, but somehow, i felt as if i've been writing more on it, don't i?

just for today, i won't post anything deep, cause believe it or not, i've run out of things to say. maybe i need to explore the other. the other which is the opposite of the self, something that could help you to discover the self or an exoticism that draws you in and drown you whole.

ohhhh, deep. random thoughts. i'm done with english 5, i don't really want to churn the texts anymore. well, now i shall try reading my global lit.'s books and readers but it ain't fun people. imagine jrr tolkien but more long winded and elaborately descriptive? oh wells, i decided to tackle it, so i shall not complain and just do it.

deep moment.

2010-01-29T23:27:00.002+08:00

i don't know why i suddenly feel the urge to blog. yes, i'm in perth right now and i'm still in foundation. that's not the best thing to say but it's not like i can ignore that fact. today was eventful but i don't know why i talked so much. am i so bored that my mouth starts sputtering out nonsensical and incomprehensible babbles that not many understands because of the weird time loop-ey narrative that i used. hmm...

actually i don't really know why i posted what i posted on my fb status. it's so easy to misinterpret it cause people might think that i'm depressed or something. to those who read my status post, read this so that you know that i am in no way mentally imbalance. :P

it was spur of the moment thing. something i thought was fun.

i wanna stay.

2010-01-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

time is ticking and in a few days time, i'll be off on a plane to perth. the thing is that i don't really want to go back there. not forever, just for the next few weeks, i guess. and during all these free time that i've got i've been thinking, a lot. some deep things and some very superficial stuff.

i shall enlighten ya'll about my thoughts in my other entries. i shall sign off for now.

toodle-o

a critique of the system

2010-01-07T01:47:00.002+08:00

as you can tell by the title, my entry will offer some critique. this is not intended to offend anyone, anything or ... well just don't get offended because this is my opinion and everyone has their right to express their opinion. regarding how all my posts, read the 1st two entries about me prohibiting anything in this blog to be used by other parties apart from me.

just a few days ago, i was sitting in the car thinking to myself cause what else can you do if you're stuck in a traffic jam? that aside, i kept on thinking what is the definition of democracy because in my opinion the definition and the methods of implementation of democracy is very wide. it is so loose too the point that it could be manipulated to suit the interest of individuals with enormous power and position. this got me thinking, is democracy really democracy?

because from the way i see it, it really isn't. to me i think democracy is just a facade. it is just a word used by individuals to manipulate other people who are not as manipulative as they are. manipulative here being not given a proper, insightful, free-thinking, education that promotes a deep self analysis of current affairs, whatever it may be, which leads to a lack of mental capacity to see through an immobilizing trend.

i think some democratic nations are just using the term democratic to promote a sense of satisfaction to its people as the people, suppossedly , choose their leaders. it is nothing but a facade that means nothing and benefits no one but a handful of the nation's top tier leaders. many politicians from most countries will condemn this entry and label it as blasphemous but alas, they are the ones who realise that this is directed to them and trying to save their skin as they are actually practicing all these blasphemous practices.

to be honest, i think china has a very good system and prides itself in being a communist country while expanding their trade to embrace capitalism. that is a very wise move from china's leaders. although, china is a communist country , and will be for a period of time, they are moving toward a more democratic ruling system and proudly declare that they are still in fact a communist country. the point i'm trying to make here is that, china doesn't want to be called a democratic country and are honest in the sense that they do not hide behind democracy. they embrace democracy but still maintains the original ruling system, which is communism.

many countries, in various parts of the world, however, hides behind the facade of democracy while practicing ill political practices to ensure that they stay in power. with all these ill practices currently being carried out, why aren't the people under the rule of these corrupted individuals rebelling? this is because measures were taken to eliminate these threats, to ensure that these individuals still stay in power and not dethroned.

well, this is as far as i will write as of now. bear in mind that these are my own personal opinion that is not meant to be taken seriously but i do feel that there are some credibility in my writings. if anybody disagrees with me, keep your opinions to yourself and if something within this blog is used and posted out without my permission, actions can, and will, be taken against the said perpretrator regardless of the individual.

hope everyone will enjoy their week. toodle-o!

It is time...

2009-12-30T01:21:00.003+08:00

it's that time of the year. i'm a year older and hopefully a year wiser. i've been exposed to many different things that i wouldn't normally do or read. right now the only thing in store for me on my birthday is a day out with parv, which is awesome but, i was wishing for something way different this year. truth be told, this time last year as well as this year, i'm supposed to be in a concert hall watching a concert in japan.

am i too evil? have i done many unforgivable acts that resulted in the second denied attempt of going to japan? is this karma?

私の誕生日ですけど、でも誕生日のセレブラチオンがいないです。みんあで、明日わいそがしです。お父さんとお母さんもスタッフのケッコンパーテイにいきてるんだ。

anyways, it seems like having a birthday at the end of the year is not really a good thing, huh? everything happens at once. all the festivities takes place and みんあで、あたしのたんじょうびにわすれてちゃった。さみしよ、すごっくさみし。and here i am thinking about the soul and informational pattern. according to some people, humans are made up of informational pattern, does this mean that humans doesn't have a soul or rather, the soul itself is a sea of information, a sequence of information that defines who we are?

i'll let ya'll ponder on that for a while.

long overdue.

2009-12-17T01:47:00.002+08:00

just finished packing for the kk trip tomorrow. i don't know why i have the sudden urge to blog, maybe another spur of poetic motion? or maybe my soul wants to heave all its burden elsewhere. though it has been a while since i've written anything that isn't junk, i'm proud to say that quite a few things has happened. some may say it's good while others might say that it's bad. this all depends on where you, as the individual stands.

i will not sum up this year as of yet, as many things have yet to happen. i do however, one way or another, am looking forward to the kk trip tomorrow. maybe not the time spent of the plane itself, rather the time spent in exploring the exoticism aspect of the trip. of engaging in something foreign, just like Pierre Ryckmans. "a civilisation is strong in its proportion to tolerate within itself what is foreign to itself", i hope i will become a more culturally adept person after all the forays into the exotic is done.

distance does not change a man, rather its the experiences and all the different things that the individual encounter during the cultural adventure that moulds the person into, hopefully, a better person. as far as studies are concerned, i'm able to study what i've wanted and i will hold on to my dream of being the world's citizen tightly. i hope that with all the things that i've interpreted through all my five senses, i will be able to be a better person, both mentally and emotionally.

now for some heavily encrypted messages. if anybody wants to know, just drop a comment, or better yet, gimme a call or text.

the dark clouds seems to fade away, but i wonder how long will it last. it has bring pain and anguish to those who are close and has impacted those who came too close. although the clouds have seemed to clear out, the threat is still there. hidden behind the bright sunny day. a facade that put people at ease and once that is done, it will strike with all its might. destroying all that warmth and light until all it leaves behind is the cold, dark despair. despite all of this, still some approaches it without caution and blinded by it.

although the storm may come at an unpredictable time, there are always shelters. shelters that will have a nice warm wood fire chimney. warm enough to warm the heart and rejuvenate the soul.

right, now i'm pretty much done with that. that felt oddly good. anyways, we shall see when i'll blog again. :P

control じぶんのいのちい。

2009-09-24T00:28:00.002+08:00

さいきん、i feel weird. i'm supposed to have total control on what i want to pursue in life and when i've found it, obstacles pops out like mushrooms after a rainy day or rather, like buildings in china and UAE. initially, i have made up my mind and decided to do something that is close to my heart, something that i am passionate about but alas, fate had something else in store for me.

あたしのオヤジ wants me to do something that he decides. this is something that i cannot accept. 何でdo i have to follow his 夢？何で？　私わじぶんの夢あるけど、そうして my question is this, 何でcan't i pursue my 夢? it seems to me that オヤジ still wants me to take over オヤジのビジネス。あたしね、全然わかれへんオヤジの thinking. and the other deal is just exactly what i posted on my fb. do i actually have real comrades in perth amongst the malaysian bunch? or are most of them merely hide behind a meaningless facade. しょじき、i've lost faith in many people and now seems to distrust many of them as well.

some of them seems to be nice but are really devils in disguise. like what Shakespeare wrote, a player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and is heard no more, that is what i felt about some of the bonds of "friendship" that was forged in Perth. something that only exists out of necessity and seems as if it is full of vigour but au contraire. it was something that is empty, as empty as the vacuum of space and full of nothingness. it was just a meaningless fling of friendship that had no substance whatsoever to fuel it and was forged because there was no other people in the immediate vicinity.

on a lighter note, i wrote in english, japanese and french but i don't have the urge to eat british fish pie, okonomiyaki or escargot. i do however, want to eat a taco and some nachos. i shall eat them once i get back to perth, i guess. this is the oddest bit ever. something poetic and hard to comprehend in the beginning and it ends with food. 너무 이상해. till next post.

안녕히 주무세요.

procrastinating.....again!

2009-08-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

i really don't feel like doing my assignments. i hate this. i know i'm suppose to to them but i'm just way too damn lazy to do it. anyways, been fb hopping and saw number 1's picture and oh my... he looks fine. i'm serious.i don't know if this is an after effect of writing an analytical essay about love but dang i really don't like it. it's bad enough that he's in curtin, the chances of seeing him is next to none.

sad but true. he might still be here in perth but i can't see him at least back in term 1 and 2 i could be a stalker, yeap dodu just like you, and see him everyday but now. i hwaven't see him at all since the start of term 3. honestly, i do think that he's the best looking person i've ever net in the flesh. i might find another but he's still number 1 on the list. hence, the numero 1,2 and 3. 2 is too shoet though. just in case you want to know how short he is dodu, he's like 2 inches taller than me. shorter if i wear heels.

why must asian guys be short. for crying out loud. but at least number 1 and 3 are taller than me. okay, lotsa weird rantings without anybody reading it.

anywho, just gonna go off now.

drowning...

2009-08-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

yeap, i'm drowning in the imaginary watery grave of accumulated assignments. it's endless, though i have to admit that i enjoy writing the analytical essay. but yeah, lotsa things happened. i bought dark angel and charmed dvd's. i can't believe that i grew up watching those shows and when i was watching em, i felt at ease, it felt like things were back to the way hey were at that time. just that i'm not in a tropical country.

somehow it just brought a peaceful feeling, a sense of familiarity. a sense of belonging. i feel like there's a pattern emerging, but i wonder what is really going to happen. anyways, i don't have the slightest clue why i'm writing such a deep topic for my essay. to me i think that it's super normal but abstract but when others read it, they say that it's deep. and no thanks for teasing me about it. just because number 1 have the same concept and announced it to the world, it doesn't mean that i head over heels for him.

and dodu, i'll explain it to you during the holidays. we'll meet up during raya, okay? cause i haven't seen you in ages and i so wanna go and hang, be it in kuching or kl. i'll call you once i land in kuching and if you're in kuching, let's try and hang out, can? anyways just felt like posting something up and well, i did it. it was supposed to be a lot more melancholic than this. i was in the weird artistic writing mode but alas, it didn't bode well. the organic, poetic energy ceased to flow within my being and has deserted me for tonight. for i fear that i'll write in this manner in the impending biology test tomorrow.

that was a little bit poetic, i guess. was that poetic enough though. i shall try and be as indecipherable as Dr. Micheal Seats. believe me, it's hard to understand what he's trying to send, the message is like a coded message but it's in a language that we understand. it's like riddles, comprehensible, decipherable but after you sacrifice some of your brain cells and probably an ounce of sanity too.

okay, i shall not procrastinate anymore. i shall do some work now and i'll call some people soon. zayy, after i'm less swamped, i'll call you, okay? haven't heard from you in ages. it's been too long. you too, dodu. i'll call you guys real soon. and maybe quite often especially with the fasting month is around the corner. i'll call you guys when i'm feeling bored. or when i have lots of gossip to tell.

tata for now, mateys! ARR!:P

Anaemic!

2009-07-24T15:53:00.001+08:00

Wondering about the title? Well let's just say that i say the profile picture of an old, let's just call her 'friend', and the amount of blood that spewed out of my being was enormous to the point where it could rival the torrential rain in the wettest country in the world.

Moving on, let's just say that this 'friend' of mine, took a picture of herself and her 'blind' boyfriend and proudly put it as her display picture. I really don't see why people are fighting over the guy. Well kinda, sorta. In the end they were fighting for her, wait, not her, it is more like it.

And in the story, the gay guy turned straight because of 'it' so we all know that the story is fake. Just like all the imaginary boyfriends she's had in the past.

Anyhoo, toodles. I'm signing off, for now.

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Too early...

2009-06-25T12:22:00.001+08:00

I was 24 hours early for my flight. Enough said.

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I wonder...

2009-06-13T18:05:00.002+08:00

i wonder what really happen when i'm not in Kuching. it seems like a lot of things have changed, both back home and here. i will admit that studies here are hard but at the same time, oddly enjoyable. back to the point, i think that many things happened during my absence in Kuching.

a very tight group of friends became strangers and was reduced from good friends to acquaintances, and to certain extent enemies. this is truly saddening. my couziin goes for even more elaborate travelling destinations. friends coming and going. some are forgotten while others are still tight. this is truly sad.

over here, new alliances are forged, old alliances were destroyed. feelings of distrusts reign supreme. an old enemy who wouldn't let go and still wants to destroy things to the core. trying to make everything even worse. how dark can a human's heart be. do they not know that things will go wrong for them eventually?

sound like an epic fantasy tale?? hell no, people. that's the drama in currie hall. as incredulous as it seems, these things are happening right now and it is about to get worse. all i know is that i'll move out soon so all of these has nothing to do with me any longer. oh, how i long for that sweet, sweet peaceful feeling. soon, my world would be at peace.........

well, that's my LAME attempt at being poetic. anyhoo, still got lots of assignments to do now and have to start packing. and study for exams.

toodle-o.

Finally!

2009-05-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

at last, i actually have the urge to update my blog. a lot has happened since december and now may has descend upon us and i am currently not in kuching right now. now i'm in perth, enduring the cold and horrendously dry weather with, with quite a number of eye candy around.

since the last post, i've seen my fair share of drama in currie hall. wasn't involved in any of them (thank god!), and seen a number of things that i would have never seen if i were to stay in kuching to pursue my studies.

met a lot of new people from many different countries, some nice, some awesome but there are a few good-for-nothing bitches and bastards too. and it takes quite a bit to piss me off and make me use curse words but these people are the very definitions of these words.

i shall elaborate about a;; these later cause now i'm gonna update my livejournal and then i'll bunk in.

toodle-o!

stupid customs.

2008-12-01T15:27:00.004+08:00

guess what? both of my packages haven't get the clearence from the stupid good-for-nothing malaysian customs. in the past, more like a few weeks ago, it was cleared in a matter of hours. but now they kept it throughout the weekend when they could have just cleared it last friday like they were suppossed to. it arrived at their doorstep at 8.59 am, they could've cleared it by 10 if they want to. but no. pasted below was the previous package tracking information.

Nov 17 9:41
Arrival at inward office of exchange

KUALA LUMPUR
MALAYSIA

Nov 17 9:57
In Customs

KUALA LUMPUR
MALAYSIA

Nov 17 14:29
Departure from inward office of exchange

this just pretty much proves that most of the customs are useless and the very few things that they are capable of are making excuses, putting blame on other people, asking for bribes and making themselves feel smart and important.

f*** them. just give me my packages already. if they don't clear it by tomorrow, i swear i'll snap their necks off just like what i would to a kit kat.

efficient my ass. incompetant assholes are more like it.

if these people were to die then and only then can this world be a better place.

another one!

2008-11-28T13:52:00.002+08:00

yes, it's true. another bird is dead. and yes, it probably hit the glass wall/ceiling. i didn't know about it till today.

this house is a total bird killer. two birds have perished and more to go. will they be able to breed fast enough to restore the population??

RIP bird number 2.

little birdie

2008-11-23T22:02:00.003+08:00

today, an unfortunate little bird ran into the glass wall of the gym room at my house at full speed. after it rammed into the wall, it fell to the floor real hard. so my little sister and i went out to see if it was still alive or not, since it was still warm, i assumed that it was still alive. but, then again, it's warm here anyway.

this is the first time i really see and feel the rigor. i can't remember the full proper name, but it's the condition where the cadaver's muscles tighten up and basically freeze in place. it's really something.

so the little birdie died after it rammed into the wall at full speed. the cause of death, based on my diagnosis, it broke it's neck after the collision and died after a powerful impact. weather it experienced any pain, only the little birdie knows.

the poor little thing, it just wanted to go back to it's nest and got into an accident on the way back.

life is short. you'll never know when you'll go. and this is evident for the little birdie.

rip little birdie.

dodu!

2008-11-18T03:10:00.002+08:00

dodu! your post about bfl is so true. thank god i kicked her out of my fs friend's list. not that i go there anymore. maybe i should peek there once in a while for old times sake. but the comment, dodu, is fitting.

and one more thing, i won't say that hugh laurie is hot. he's charismatic?! or something like that. at least micheal vartan looks young-ish, but the thing that gives him away is the receding hairline. he used to have more hair when he was in alias. and i did watch alias, but unlike you i watched it for bradley cooper. bradley got dreamy eyes.

okay too much info there.

tm sucks!

2008-11-18T02:57:00.002+08:00

yeah, just like the title, tm sucks big time. on thusday the phone line, by phone line i mean the telekom phoneline aka land line, went nuts. and with it, the internet as well. it kinda makes you wonder how the phone line can disappear for a good 45 minutes and then when my mom called the telekom people, they were like that shouldn't happen and were telling us that maybe it's because we were using a cordless phone. bullshit much.

when the line disappeared the line was connected to the old phone. but the streamyx people were even worse, that lady who was supposed to help me regain the internet connection kept telling me that my computer is connected to streamyx, which is so totally not true. the speed is less than that of a 56k modem. how can they say that i'm connected to streamyx. and to make it even more infuriating, that stupid good-for-nothing hung up on me when i was trying to do what she told me to do.

i hate the over-priced, unstable, thrid world country technology that tm claims to be broadband connection when the speed can't even match that of a real broadband connection. and those people need to learn how to speak english properly. their grammer suck. if i, who always make grammatical mistakes, can detect it, than it's damn serious.

my posts are usually too long, so this shall end here.

2be3.

2008-11-13T15:06:00.002+08:00

dodu! i want the mp3. send it to me. please m(_ _)m.

if you send it to me i'll look like this (^-^).

on a different note, i was on the phone with azi last night, and i found out that bfl is still mentally ill. bfl told syasya, who then tell azi, that she missed her samurai boyfriend. when i heard this, i swear that i was laughing non-stop for god knows how long. and then azi said something about bfl, something like bfl said that her current boyfriend can walk through walls.

this kinda makes you wonder if this kid has totally lost it and needs to be put in an asylum or is she just plain delusional and needs a major wake up call.

well, that's about it.

Wow!

2008-11-12T02:00:00.003+08:00

just like the title, wow, another post. consecutive posting. this has never been done before, at least i think it hasn't. okay the reason i blog today is that i saw gilmore girls on 8tv today and i suddenly remembered the time when american tv was good.

good as in, good variety show, good serial dramas and good sitcoms. now american tv is flooded with shows like gossip girls, the hills and whatnot.i mean these shows aren't really good things for tweens to watch. it praises the bitchy attitude and all the other not-so-good stuff. i mean who really needs expensive brand names to survive and do they need to use the word sex all the time? i mean, for the love of god, there are kids who are watching the show.

why am i saying this, well, my naive little sister, god bless her soul, suddenly asks what sex is while watching an american show one day. so i don't really know what to say to her because she's only 8 years old and of course kids her age will ask hings like what does that word means, which is not that big of a problem but once a more serious and mature oriented words comes out, as someone who is older and (supposedly but not really) wiser has really got to think of a way to explain it to them. it's tough.

so instead of explaining about intercourse i explained sex as another word for gender. thank god it has two meaning, if not i would not know what to say to her. being someone older is tough, i kinda wish i was a kid again.

okay, back to american series i used to watch, gilmore girls. i still remember when it was still innocent and not so serious. when rory was annoyed by tristan and was still in love with dean and dean wasn't married and knocked someone up. and then came the bad boy of the town, played by milo ventimiglia. truth be told, i can't remember his character's name because i used to tease parv, who brings a packet of milo drink everyday without fail, i mean she loves milo the drink and milo the person at that time. see the connection? i didn't really like his character, nor did i like him as an actor at that time. now he's just okay. but the one line that i remember was "who deviled egged my car?"

how i love that line. the other favourite line of mine is, "you brought a vampire to my brother's bachelor party!?" that was said by a demon in angel. the vampire condemn to live with his conscience. i love that series. buffy the vampire slayer too. even the novels based on the dramas were good. and then there was charmed and dark angel. i remember watching jensen ackles on dark angel as alec. such a witty, sarcastic and a big pain in the butt smart aleck. love his character. and then there was that chad kroeger, or was is the lead singer from lifehouse, lookalike guy who played wyatt. and then there's drew fuller, playing the angsty whitelighter.

my point is that where have all these great writers dissappeared to. why can't americans produce shows like this anymore, you know stories that challenges the norm, stories that doesn't revolve around praising expensive brand names, main characters bitching about random things, excessive violence, meaningless fighting, drugs and so on and so forth. and to fox studios, i'm still pissed that you guys cancelled dark angel and arrested development.

okay so anyways, that's ll i'm gonna ramble about in this post. till the next one.

p/s: it's more fun to post stuff using a laptop rather than a pc. this is the reason why i posted things here two days in a row. if not this would've probably never happen.

Long Time No See

2008-11-11T00:09:00.002+08:00

it's been months since my last entry and i've been doing nothing since then. it's set, next year i'm off to australia and there are lots of people, who in one way or another, helping me to find an apartment. even the architect who worked on my house pitched in. the architect is awesome, by the way. she designed this guesthouse in the santubong area and the guesthouse is awesome, but as usual, the staff there are typical asians, which means they gawk at the sight of "ang moh-s". very typical of them. but i'm not blaming them though.

on a different note, YAY!! Obama won! if he's gonna be a president for 2 terms, US is back on my "country to travel to" list. change (hopefully) has come to america. the news coverage for this year's US presidential election was astounding, and the response to the results were even more so. even though Obama will be the 44th president, poor dude 44 is such a bad number, i hope that everything will go well for him. hopefully nobody will try to assasinate him, though i'm pretty sure some republican red-neck supporter will try to do that.

on the topic of change, i think we need a change, if you know what i mean. a change kinda like what the americans are, and will be, going through.

i think i've been watching too much cnn and news and i think i've been reading the newspaper too much. all the stuff i read about are about politics and the global financial crisis. usually i just read the comics section, but then the global financial crisis came along. it's fun stuff to read, although it's not fun to read about people commiting suicide and bankruptcy, but that's life.

and he whole china food contamination crisis, those people deserve to die. how on earth can they contaminate formula milk for babies. don't these people have a conscience. china is going down becuse of these greedy people. i pity the kids that had to die and the kids who had to suffer kidney disease as a result of drinking tainted milk. all the countries are on melamine contamination alert.

on a random note, right now as i am typing this entry, there are cats fighting outside. yes, i know. pure randomness. one minute, i was typing about milk contamination and the next i'm talking about fighting cats.

this is all for this post. i'll post another 1 right after this post. i don't want to post everything in one post and write an essay.

random

2008-07-15T23:23:00.003+08:00

and i forgot to put this in the previous post.

i watched a random movie that day, can't remember the title though. according to the movie, shakespeare's sonnet 18 is actually written for a guy. it's to express his feeling too a guy. my guess is that the guy must be a super pretty boy if he got shakespeare to write him a sonnet.

i wonder if all the other sonnet was dedicated to the same guy? makes you wonder, huh?

and to think that we were taught by our teachers at school that this poem was directed to a girl. tsk. that's like a major misinterpretation of shakespeare work.

okay, that's all.

updates?!

2008-07-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

i have abandoned this blog for 2 months now.and in the past 2 months, lots of things had happen.
in june, i watched my first musical, straight from broadway, the musical production of disney's beauty and the beast

and

jetskied from batu ferringhi to copthorne hotel's private beach and made it just in time to hop into the cab and went straight to the airport. yup, my jeans was wet and yes i drove the jetski myself with some help from the pak cik jetski. all in all it was a bargain, rm 10 each (the real rate is 60 for 15 min.) it was loads faster than a cab and it was so much fun. i totally recommend this to everybody.

i have to admit, a lot of things have taken place in the span of a few months. and today i registered for college and hopefully i'll get accepted and hopefully i can concentrate on studying.

on a happier note, my cousin is in/going to japan, or maybe she's there already when i'm writing this. and i'm super stoked because, well i asked her to go to the johnny's shop if she has the time and of course she said yes, well only after i said that they'll have toma's and yamapi's there too. so yeah she's going. i can't wait to oogle at yodogawa's, and jin's shop photos.

atull, tachi, if you're reading this, i found the 'story' that we collaboratively wrote last year. should i post it up? and yes i am that bored and yes i am willing to post it up. actually i want to post it up.

maybe i'll go mia for the next few, i dunno, weeks, months? honestly i dunno. it depends if i'm in the mood to blog, which is really rare.

well, till the next post.

Toodle-o!

p/s: for those who are wondering if i got my refund yet. the answer is nope. they still haven't done the refund yet. and parv, yes you still need to keep the papers that i gave you.

New & Insider Info Regarding FT's concert cancellation.

2008-04-06T04:15:00.000+08:00

well, after almost a week since the concert being cancelled, you would think that CI Entertainment would give back our money, but surprise, surprise, they keep on postponing the refund date.

actually there's a news article that i would like to share with all of you.

full credit goes to:Younhap News + 1takeKK (translation) + Love-1 year old-FT-I (for posting)

here goes the article:
"It was shocking because the situation wasn't fit for performing."

At the unexpected cancellation of FT Island's First Live in Malaysia, the fans there have broken into protest.

FT Island, who had left for Malaysia on 27 to stay until the 31st, was scheduled to perform live at the huge resort Sunway Lagoon Amphitheatre. However, the sponsoring agency CI Ent announced the cancellation of the concert and due to the lack of proper announcement, it led to protest by many fans who arrived at the amphitheatre.

According to Malaysia's brother newspaper Korea Phrase, "CI Ent announced the cancellation of the concert at the fan meeting, the day prior. And on the concert day, they only hung the cancellation sign on the main entrance but did not take necessary actions for fans. Therefore, numerous fans who had arrived at the amphitheatre at 6pm did not return home right away but demanded to see the concert."

In addition "among fans, there were those who had come via concert tour package from countries such as Singapore and Thailand." When fan's protest occured, CI Ent sent a spokesperson at 8:30 pm to announce to the fans that "the concert has been canceled due to urgent conflicts." However, he refused to explain in details or mention anything about ticket refunds, compensation for fans and possibility of later concert date.

To this issue, FT Island's party could not hide their disappointment. F&C explained "The concert being canceled the day before does not make any sense. On the day of the concert, our staff visited the amphitheatre and was left speechless. They had nothing prepared to set up special stage effects, videos, instruments...etc. This was why we had pushed the rehearsal date to the day of the concert in first place."

F&C also added "FT Island was waiting at the hotel for the rehearsal. However, our staff concluded that it was just impossible to perform. We had trusted CI-Ent based on our previous workings with them. This makes us feel so angry. Even though FT Island was guaranteed only 20~30%, we had planned to perform as long as things were ready."

One Korean concert representative said "The main reason our artists' concert get canceled is due to the lack of information that lead us to sign the deal with immature concert agency. Who will compensate for the fans who have traveled from other countries to see the artists? In the end, this brings shame upon the Korean wave and it is the artists themselves who suffer the most."

end of article.

after reading the article i found that the 2 management companies are playing the blame game. with F&C putting blames on CI Ent. this is so stupid and childish. Just stop the blame game and give me my bloody money back. i want my money back.

insider info are provided by the people who were sitting in the bus with my sister and i while we were waiting aimlessly for 5++ hours.
the insider infos are as follow:
- the stage for the concert was already done, this includes the synchronisation of the graphics. according to my sources, the effects were awesome.

- FT and F&C, suppossedly complained about the hotel they were staying at. their initial hotel was Grand Millenium, but on the 30/3/2008, they changed to a hotel located in sunway area.

- the manager on the korean side were very demanding, when they landed they wanted a Toyota Alfiat and Toyota Estima to transport them, the boys and staff around. they were not happy with the Mercedes van that was provided. (according to my sources, Linkin Park was content being transported in a Mercedes van.) <--why of course, Linkin Park are very humble and down to earth people, that's why people love them.

- the tour coordinator and tour guides haven't been paid as of 30/3/2008. they kept complaining about that. they also complain about the incompetency of CI Ent. and how demanding the korean side were. they also complain about the lameness of the venue chosen except sunway amphitheatre.

- there were a serious lack of communication between both management and a serious lack of communication between CI Ent's staff themselves. there was also a serious lack of communication between the tour coordinator and CI themselves. nothing was carried out smoothly.

those were the things that are connected with the concert, the rest was loaded with other crap, with all the people involved, includin me, badmouthing CI Ent and the korean management.

the refund thing is way late now. it was supposed to be carried today, 6/4/2008 but a notice on kpopped stated that it has been postponed to next week. this is just ridiculous. honestly, the only thing that's keeping me from kicking all the CI people to the grave is the fact that Kanjani 8's dvd is playing right next to me right now.... and of course the fact that those worthless people are few hundred miles away from me right now.

if only i have superpowers or witchcraft on my side. but i guess karma is not a bad thing, but i'll have to wait for a while. i wish i was nathan petrelli (<--did i spell that right?) from heroes.

i hope that there will be a refund soon, before those worthless piece of shit who call themselves CI Entertainment, rot in their graves because of a huge fan backlash make them go nuts and commit suicide. even in their grave, i'll probably won't let them rest in peace until they give me back my money. it's more worth it to buy dvd's of JE boys online than going to FT's first concert in KL, PERIOD!

let's just see how the events will unfold in the next few weeks or months. i'm a very patient person, i can wait for a long time until they die or give me back my money. an uprising is happening, some fans are planning for a lawsuit against CI Ent. lots of people are trying to seek revenge. these are so my type of people.

i guess that's all for now. maybe i'll update again when my dvd's arrive from japan. should be arriving around next week.

CI Entertainment suck! big time!

2008-03-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

i shall blog this according to the date.

i shall start with the 29th of march.

29/3/2008

GLOBAL FANMEETING

my sister and i arrived in kl to watch FT Island 1st Malaysian concert. we were already having a pretty bad day but we were still trying to keep our spirits up. finally when we arrived at the venue for the global fanmeeting, where we were supposed to meet up with the boys and celebrate hong ki's, jung hoon's, and won bin's birthday, they came late. they were supposed to arrive at the venue, which was called 'party house' which was situated under the titiwangsa monorail station, between 9am to 12 pm. but they were late and they arrived at 2 pm or 3 pm. i didn't remember the time cause i was sleeping.

apparently they were late because they went out to eat at a restaurant. so basically all the people who bought the local fan package and the international fan package as well as 8tv prize winners were left waiting for hours. worst still, i did not even get the cd that was included with the local fan package and neither did my sister.

when the FT boys finally came, they were already running late for their autograph session at Damansara Cineleisure. the boys were trying to be professional but well it was kinda late for that. they have left a bad impression on the fans. jae jin was very happy and he was beaming with joy and the rest were okay. i think hong ki was really tired and somewhat angry because he did not smile as much and when he did, it did not look genuine.

the fans waited for hours, and they only made an appearance for 10, if not 15 minutes. here's a pic...

they were fine and healthy and happy to be there. ignore the cameraman! but i have something against anybody who wears sunglasses indoors or at night. in my opinion, only people who are visually impaired can use it 24/7. this does not mean that i hate the boys, but i think that both hong ki and jung hoon could have taken their sunglasses off before they stepped into the room.

after 10-15 minutes, they all left for the fansigning at damansara cineleisure.

FANSIGNING AT DAMANSARA CINELEISURE

during the fansigning, only people with the albums with CI Entertainment sticker were allowed into the enclosed area for the fansigning, since both my sister and i did not have our copy of the cd, which was supposed to be given to us since we have paid for it, we can't go and get their signature even though we already bought the local fan package. so i tried asking the person who was managing the small ticketing booth which was just right outside the enclosed area of the fansigning.

she only replied that they have not delivered the cd's to damansara cineleisure. after a few minutes, i asked her again and she said the same thing. by the way, i did not even see her desperately trying to get in touch with the person, she barely called anyone on the phone during the duration that i standing right in front of her. i was probably standing in front of her for 20 minutes++. she was not really that busy until it was nearing the end of FT's fansigning. she was joking around with an old man, presumably linked with CI Entertainment.

she also promised to inform us about the cd and suprise, suprise, she did not do anything at all. i'm still waiting here you fugly old woman. by the way, she had a nickname embroidered on her jacket, it was spelled as such: N'WAR. so if this person is reading this, I WANT MY MONEY BACK! FULL REFUND! YOU GUYS OWE ME AND MY SIS RM1170!

i'm lazy to post picture of the fansigning, i can't even get a decent shot, only aerial view. and my sis and the auntie who sits next to her swear that the FT boys were bossed around by their manager and 2 translator. another fan told me that won bin was coughing all the way throughout the fansigning, minhwan was sick, hongki was pissed and jae jin got hold back by someone when he wanted to help a fan who had fallen down the stage. so yeah.

after the fansigning, we were sent to avenue k and made our way back to the hotel. after my sis and i checked in, the both of us went to bukit jalil to watch nicholas teo in concert. i shall narrate a little bit of his concert here.

NICHOLAS TEO: FROM NOW ON CONCERT.

he's a fellow kuchingite so my sister and i thought that the both of us should go and support him. we went and the concert was awesome. we came late as a result of FT Island's delay in schedule, with everything being pushed back for1 to 2 hours. i missed the first hour of his concert. i thought that it would start late, but it didn't. when we purchased our ticket, we entered the venue at a snail's pace. the secuirity guard saw us and he told us to walk faster because according to him, the concert is awesome and we already missed an hour of it.

after that , both me and my sister ran like our life was going to end and enjoyed the last hour and a half of the concert. the concert started at 8pm, but both my sister and i thought that it would start a little bit later probably 30-45 minutes later, but no, he had to start on time. i like chinese people and their punctuality.

on the same night, i think, another band had a concert in genting. their flight was delayed and they were running late for their concert. they rushed to the concert venue and changed into their costumes in the bus. after that, they were driven backstage and jumped out of the bus and immidiately performed for their fans. how do i know this? well i'm moving on to the story on 30/3/2008.

30th march 2008

the tour guide who picked them up told me this when i waited in the bus with him. why i waited in the bus? that's a good question to ask. well, all of FT fans who waited from 5 something until 10 something pm did not want to budge, so both my sister and i talked with the bus driver, travel guide and tour coordinator who were all employed by CI Entertainment. i wonder if they have been paid yet? they got into so much trouble because of CI Entertainment. yup, i got a potload of info on the 30th.

everybody assembled at avenue k and all of us left at 4pm sharp on the dot. the tour coordinator asked us whether we received our cd's yet. we said that we haven't gotten our cd's yet and he was suprised. so him , farah and me just talked about random things until the bus reached sunway amphitheatre. when we arrived at 5 to 5.30 something, only then we found out that the concert has been cancelled.

at that time, there was no notice whatsoever. only when it approaches 6 then a small a4 size paper that they called a notice came out. i got a picture of that.

that was the only notice. that small little measly thing that cannot explain anything to anybody. they so do not have experience nor the credibility to organize something of this magnitude. CI Entertainment should have start with something less complicated instead of making a fool out of themselves and causing FT's reputation to go downhill. this also give malaysia a bad name. who would want to have a concert here anymore? the whole day, every single soul there was pissed off. nobody was happy, not even the slightest bit.

so a lesson to everybody... DON'T EVER USE CI Entertainment's SERVICES. they are ot trained to handle things properly and they cannot asses the situation nor are they able to do damage control. refunds are being delayed and i want a full refund. all RM1170.

they are not the only one to blame. the korean side are to be blamed as well. both of these companies should have stepped up and provided the fans with proper explanation on why the concert was cancelled. if both parties have agreed on cancelling the concert beforehand, they should have inform the fans and prepare plans for tickets and fan package refunds as soon as possible. have a damage control plan for god's sake! as a project manager or as a person who are in charge of managing, you are supposed to have multiple backup plans in case things go wrong.

F&C Music, you guys should go for established companies to help manage a concert. new companies do not have enough experience to deal with the magnitude of the concert.they are too ambitious if they want to manage a concert as their first project. why should you guys risk the reputation of your artist to save a couple of bucks. that's just stupid. think long term not just about the present.

see, i'm helping you guys right now! see, i'm too nice to you people. i'm still helping you guys even though you guys cheated my money. basically, with that statement, i just proved myself to be a better organizer than CI entertainment, and i'm younger than them.

i hope that FT boys can change company. they should change to SM Ent. or they should just sign a record deal with a real record label such as Sony BMG and such. that way they would have more freedom and control over their career.

last but not least, i have to write something to save my own ass. my blog, my rules. you breach it, you'll pay for it.

--> By simply reading, posting, quoting, printing or distributing this blog entry anywhere, doesn't matter in any form, may it be in cyberspace or by letter, anybody who read a single word, in this entry or any future entries, agrees to not use any of this entry as evidence of defamation in court of law. you also agreed to not take any legal actions and honour my opinion.

note: 1. i do not own any of the companies mentioned above.

2. with the statement above, if this blog entry is used in the court of law, you, the reader, have breached the statement above and by reading, posting, quoting, printing or distributing this blog entry anywhere, doesn't matter in any form, may it be in cyberspace or by letter, anybody who read a single word in this entry or any future entries also agree that by breaching this statement, i can take legal action against you, the reader, and i can demand a compensation form you, the reader.

okay, in the next post i shall explain all the information that i have heard and found on the internet regarding the incompetency of F&C Music and CI Entertainment. both companies originate from south korea and malaysia respectively.

same statement applies to all future blog entries.

further studies........

2008-03-08T04:46:00.000+08:00

ah, it's that time again. the time when some people are going to either national service or to further their studies. marc is going to ns a few days after my trip to hong kong and parv is going to taylor's for her pre-u. tachi 'm not so sure. and here i am, sitting on my lazy bum, staring into the computer still thinking of what degree to pursue.

but before i pursue any degree, i would still have to go for pre-u. biggest possibility being a-levels. but after that, i wonder which path i shall take. i should go and find out which college offers a-levels and which country i would want to study in. i can't seem to make-up my mind. stupid me, i can't even make a concrete decision. what to do, what to do.

let's just see where i'll end up in. gotta search for more info now and have to submit homestay form. argh, life is tough. i don't like making important life-altering decisions, but it's something that i'll have to do anyway.

on a different note, i feel that my style of blogging changed, i think that i blog almost like ryo-chan. tachi you should know who this is. depressing, mostly ramblings and philosophically inclined. not too sure about the last part.XD. and yes, it's because of these peoples j-webs, i've started experimenting with emojis.

i guess that's it for my post now. i should go and search for colleges to go to. i have to make such an important decision and time is running out. okay i shall switch into serious decision making mode.

toodles.

The once in a blue moon update.

2008-03-01T04:17:00.000+08:00

how long has it been since i last post anything up? i lost track of time. anyways, today i'm in a spazzing mode. i just read some of the on-going translation for kanjani8's photobook, and that just made me to want to buy their photobook even more.

if this post have tonnes of mistakes in it, sorry cause i'm basically typing in the dark right now. only the monitor lights up the keyboard. xD it seems like i'm too lazy to even turn on the lights, ne? well, it's 4.30 am already so yeah i'm in my lazy-but-surprisingly-all-of-a-sudden-updating-my-blog phase. it seems like i always blog in different conditions. sometimes i do it in total (well, not really) darkness, and blog when my fingernails are way too damn long or in other situations.

i wonder why?

if only there's emoji for blogging just like what johnny's boys have for their jwebs. i would emojispam this entry like yassu and tacchon. and i just found out, from the photobook translation, that kanjani8 are big eaters. that thin ryo-chan eats a lot but he has a waist which is probably smaller than that of a girl. subaru eats a lot too, which is surprising. but as far as tacchon, yoko and maru, i never doubted the fact that they eat tonnes of food.

turns out that they're heavy drinkers as well. in recomen (hina's and yoko's radio show), their avid drinker side was exposed, not that they hide the fact that they drink anyway, tacchon opened up a can of beer while he was being interviewed over the phone. and the beer-loving yoko recognized the sound. these people are heavy drinkers indeed, they drink all night long till they are truly drunk.

i wonder why people drink? it is that good? to me alcohol tastes disgusting. i don't know what it'll tastes like in the future, but for now it tastes vile.

this is kanjani 8, uchi is not in this because he was still suspended for underage drinking.
i tried to put their names in there but i guess that didn't work too well. well i guess for my next update i'll probably be picspamming the update with travel photos or maybe uchi's photos. depends on how hardworking i feel.

uchi is the one in the middle. he's using the black shirt. now, i have introduced all of kanjani 8's members. the colour for the names are there for a reason. i shall tell you if you want to know.man, these people are a"dork"-ables. and uchi's colour is pink, by the way.

and one more thing, i feel that i don't really need to blog much because i just went to marc's blog and well, it is written there what i'm gonna do during the school holidays. so my updates are not really that necessary, don't you think so?

after looking at tacchon's pic i feel like i want to eat. anbody wants to go to sushi king, again? parv, you can stalk the sushis if you want to. marc, you can scream at the top of your lungs. and tachi, you can go order the apple vineger drink and get stoned with the straw again.

well, see ya'll in the next post.

p/s: i so want to have smooth skin like theirs, well, i want to have smooth skin like tacchon and uchi. not hina's skin. i shall sleep while listening to naniwa iroha bushi and osaka rainy blues.

Bored.... and rants about my life.

2008-01-15T02:27:00.000+08:00

happy belated new year to all. i really should try and update this blog at least once a month. the reason i always skipped updating is because my bandwith is not large enough to support 150++kbps downloading speed and surfing at the same time. and obviously, downloading is pretty important right now since there are 3 great winter jdramas to watch.

on a different note, i actually scored 49/50 for my driving theory test. only 3 people know that i got that score and my parents don't even know nor do they care. times like these i feel a bit left out since my older sister and younger sister do get more attention than i do. the pain of being the middle child, or in this case, 2nd child.

i finally found marc's blog today and she's been updating a lot more than i have and have more post counts despite the fact that she started the blog later than me. this means one thing............. i should start updating more frequently.

last year, tachi and i were planning to go on a homestay. since she's so busy with her life, i was thinking about the option of going alone. i mean her schedule is jammed packed, compared to mine. since she has loads of responsibilities on her shoulders, maybe i really should apply for the homestay now.

the reason i want to go for a homestay.... well one of it is to be out of sight for a while. be MIA like what jin did by going to the states for 6 months. and most importantly escaping from my parents attention loop for a while. if i am actually going away to sudy, i'd rather have little contact with my parents, not for the sake of being independant or anything, just for fun, i guess. just to see who'll crack first, my parents or me. that'll be fun, since they dote on my sisters more than me.

honestly, i think my dad treats us like business than human beings. it seems like when my older sister and i don't overly achieve anything at school, (overly achieving as in getting all a's no matter what and be the best student in the whole school.) he'll start ranting about this and that which does not apply to anything in today's term. and when i said i wanted to take a long break from school after spm, he agreed to it and then after spm ended he asked me if i want to go for january intake. did i not say that i wanted to take time-off.

clearly, my dad doesn't grasp the concept of time-off. it's just stressful just to have him around the house mind you. when he's around i have to control what i say, what i do, my actions and everything that will not make him rant and criticize me. sigh, what a stressful life. when will the day i escape his radar come? i longed for that day to come. kamisama, taskete kudasai.

ah! i really want to go away and isolate myself for months. i want to escape my family, immediate and extended. no offence, but living with a huge extended family (who always gather togather and live within 2-3 kilometres range.) where sometimes your presence is not always acknowledged, and your acheivements are always compared to father's, cousins' and other relatives can be too much at times and all of this does happen to me. most of the people who live in big families must've eperienced it too.

it's not that i hate my family, well, i do hate some, but sometimes enough is enough. i feel a lot more at ease with my friends than i do with my family. of course there are cousins to mingle with but there are certain aspects of them that i really hate, and some that i personally hate. i think i need to get out of here and quick. not only that, i have to decide what course i want to study so that i can have a good job and a good pay.

ah! ottokaji? i just hope that i have an idea of what i'm going to do in the near future. i hope i can actually see the future and see what' i'll be. i may be a slothy couch potato in the future but at least i know something and i'll make sure that i'm not going to be one. right....right?

that's all for now.

p/s: searching for the right blogskin is a bitch. it's so hard to search for the right one.

toodle-o!!

R.I.P. Kayem2789. We'll Miss You!

2007-12-07T03:58:00.000+08:00

as the title of my post said, Kayem7289 passed away on 2nd december 2007 at the tender age of18. she's just a year older than me, which basically makes me feel kinda sad. i might not know her personally but the both of us do have one thing in common, our passion for Dong Bang Shin Ki.

thanks to her, i had DBSK's media, infos and much more that fuelled my fandom towards DBSK. when i read her last journal entry, i have to admit that i cried (and fyi i do not cry unless i'm really really sad). in her entry she wants everybody to keep living, keep dreaming, keep wishing, keep hoping, keep breathing and keep waiting for her.

honestly i don't know what else to write. just that her presence will be missed by everyone, both cyberspace and in reality. for her story i'll just post some links here for ya'll to read (if any of you bother to read it).

Soompi Entry : http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=173800

when ya'll read it you'll know why i feel so sad till i cried.

i guess i shall end my post here.

R.I.P. Kayem!

Long Awaited Update

2007-12-04T02:40:00.000+08:00

it's been years since i update this blog. to anyone who is reading out there, though i seriously doubt this, i don't think i'll be updating that often. not until i have a new comp with tonnes of memory space and badly needed software.

i wish i have photoshop on my comp right now. i jusy saw this blog by a jrock dude and his page was awesome. the dude's name is daigo, a visual kei artist from the band breakerz, which i stumbled across by chance. take a look at his blog -->http://yaplog.jp/daigo-blog . his blog makes me feel like creating some graphics for this boring and mundane blog but alas i do not have photoshop. my comp is so outdated. poor me.

oh yeah, if i have any spelling mistakes in this post, blame the nails and my reluctance to use my glasses. my nails are like 1.5 cm long right now, and i tend to press on unwanted letters and not pressing hard enough on the intended key. i love to keep my nails long, for self-defense purposes and to harm people mostly (believe me, it's fun!). and as parv said at tao session today, and i quote "you're too cool for glasses kah?". yes, i am too cool for glasses.

oh and a long awaited credit to atul who coined the term BFL. i always forgot to credit her.

honestly, i don't know when i'm going to revamp the blog but i have vague plans for this blog. ii'm gonna post some medias for downloads in the future. i dunno when this will happen because my outdated friendster page is still waiting for me to revamp it. not to mention that i have to add some more people to my lack of friends friendster.

i have a lot of work ahead of me. let's just wait and see if i actually do some of it.

that's all for now.

Toodle-o!!

P/S: i can't find an appropriate sentence where i can put in the trademark 'gimme a hell yeah!'. shucks!!

POSER ALERT!!!!

2007-08-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

i hate posers! (duh! don't we all). well, guess what? BFL watch hanadan as well. that is my dorama you stupid blob of fat!!! and her partner for life from kolej likes JE people. HELLO!!!!!! i claim dibs on them first. no offence to fans of JE artists who liked them pre-2006. i claimed them in 2006. so those two lesbians can just go fuck themselves.

hanadan is my drama. i watched it first and followed the drama when it airs in japan, so yeah it's my drama not BFL's drama. and the worst part is that she talks about me as if i'm her friend, WHAT THE BLOODY HELL IS UP WITH THAT????????!!!!!!!!!! hello you've got no friends and just go rot in hell you good for nothing blob of fat!!!!! anybody who agrees to this gimme a hell yeah!!!

i think it's a good thing for me to go public with this blog. maybe i should post the link at my friendster and show to people that the bloody bfl and her kolej lesbian partner are trying to copy what i do! who agrees to this???!! pkg the great if you think that this is a damn excellent idea than i allow you to make the link public to your readers.

thank god i'm not gonna be here often in the future. maybe i should get bfl kicked out of forums. i shall do that. that good for nothing leecher bitch. i'm so bloody pissed off because she's getting her greasy-good-for-nothing-big-like-dinosaur-because-it's-filled-with-fat hands on everything that i like. it's as if leeching out about Dong Bang Shin Ki to the public and claiming that she talked to them isn't enough?

real fans out there, don't you guys feel that this blob of fat has gone to far. she even claims that the members wanted to be her boyfriend. you can be the judge. cause frankly i just want her to die and rot in hell. i just hope that she'll never be able to go to any concert in her lifetime. by that, i mean ANY concert, not even local artist. i hope she suffer a very lonely life and have no real friends until the day she dies.

SHE NEEDS TO BE KILLED!!!!!!!!!! BURN HER !!!!!!!! and to the western world who wants a very reliable oil source, you can kidnap her and use her fat as oil. she's big enough to fuel NYC fo 100 years, that i'm really sure.

that's all for now. i have no mood. stupid bitch don't deserve to live!

New Creepy Facts Has Emerged!!

2007-07-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

Yes i know i've been abandoning this blog for quite a while, nope, i've been abandoning it for a long time. i just got way too lazy to go through all the transcript and put in all the silly little comment and such. i'll get myself off my lazy ass and post it all. not now, maybe one day.

and a big huge news, BFL IS A BLOODY LESBIAN. yes, it's true. you all might think that i have something against lesbians but i do not! i'll stress that again. i do not hate lesbians, gays, backstabbers or anything that people usually hate. well, i'll hate all the people who had done me wrong but if you haven't, then there's nothing wrong.

okay back to the story, one day we, meaning me and bruce, sat with the people who are pretending to be BFL's friends. so two of them told us their observation on the habit of that big blog of fat. turns out that she likes to observe girl-on-girl action. in my class there are these two girls who just do these things for fun. not that they're lesbians or anything, it's just that they're doing it for fun.

so, bruce being herself, decided to try out the theory. she called her friend and started to do more-than-friends action. the big blob of fat didn't care at first and just stared at a book. but when bruce's friend said "you're hugging me too tight1", BFL looked away from the book in a blink of an eye, and stared at them for a little while. she smiled to herself when she did that.

so after that, she went to the back and bruce's friend returned to her seat at the back. BFL was already there waiting for her. she then put her hands on bruce's friend's shoulder. after the whole thing had happened, BFL's "friends" told us more things. it turns out that when the two girls in our class does these things, BFL would often smile to herself and stare at the two girls.

and after they did that, every single time mind you, she would always go to their place and put her hands on their shoulders. she would also hug them form behind. the lovers sort of hugs. (you know what i mean here.) and there were also tales from one of my closest friends, according to her, BFL just suddenly hugged one of her friend form behind. BFL deosn't even know this girl and she just absent-mindedly hugged her in broad daylight.

now, whoever thinks that this girl is wrong even at a lesbian's standard GIMME A HELL YEAH!! i mean even a lesbian would be freaked out if anything like this happened to them, right? to be hugged by a total stranger who is really overweight and smells funny with hair that looks like it hasn't been washed in a month.

well, i guess that's it for now.

Toodle-o!

report card day!

2007-06-24T01:58:00.000+08:00

i think i've beginning to abandon this blog. i've been downloading like a madman until i begin to abandon my blog. no worries i'll try and post as often as i can at this boring looking but full of interesting contents and bashing.

so today (yesterday actually) was the report card day. didn't get bad reviews from the teachers. they even say that i pay attention in class which is not entirely true. and guess who came at the same time that i came? <--- well not really BFL but it was her mom she was MIA.
i was delighted because 'it' would just ruin my day.

guess what her mom said? she said that BFL likes to dream A LOT! she's even letting 'it' not study because then 'it' can't blame anyone but herself. even 'it's' own mother sort of gave up on 'it'.

''it's' mom spoke a lot. well not to me (thank god), to my mom of course. and after i got my report card (which is not even a card, it's just a piece of paper and it's not even good quality paper!!!) my mom and i walked to the car and my mom suddenly say, and i quote, "'it's' mom spoke so much that my head hurts." and my mom also said that 'it' has mental problems.

and atull was there. yay! and some of my other friends and a friend of my mom. my mom have friends everywhere. she's too socially active just like tachi. oh yeah before i forget, gimme a HELL YEAH if you think 'it' aka BFL has a mental problem.

and for those who actually read the chatting transcript, i haven't finish putting the little red comments on it. it way too damn long. even blooger think it's too long cause when i post that thing it took me ages to do it, the little red comments makes blogger lags even more. but i'll still post it up nontheless.

i'll post the rest of the 70++ transcript that i saved and edit the red comments later on. i'll do it little by little. and i think i shoule cut one single transcript into several parts so that it'll not be too long.

i think that's all for this post and could someone please help me jazz up this dreadfully boring blog? i guess that's it for now.

Toodle-o!!

the truth revealed part 1

2007-06-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

i'm back and i'm gonna post stuff that most people wanted to know. all of my conversation with bfl, her friend and imaginary boyfriend. i'm gonna split this into many parts and all the stuff i post is unedited. it's all original script that has not been edited.

i'm going to explain why i believed her in the first place and why i blindly believed all her lies. i was stupid (still am sometimes) and i've known her for a long, long time. we've known each other since kindergarten (which was way back in '96) and became good friends when we were in primary 4 (which was in 2000). honestly, i believed her because she doesn't look like she's capable of lying. i mean, she was raised in a very religious family, wears headscarf (although she abandon the headscarf now cause she wants to be me) and add the fact that i've known her for years. that is a lethal concoction.

well, her lies started on (late) september last year. unfortunately i only started to keep all the conversations when i chatted with him for the third time because i felt something was up. this particular session was on the 12/10/2006 and it ended at 11.31 pm. in the beginning it was my sister who chatted with the imaginary person.

note: this will be the first part in a long, long, long evidence and explainations on the lies told by bfl. to those who wanted this enjoy reading it and learn from my mistakes. i'm dead serious. please do laugh beacuse i trusted her and her imaginary boyfriend but at least i had awesome instincts that told me to keep this. my reaction when i was chatting with them were mostly fake though, but some are real. you decide which is real and which one isn't.

on to the first recorded conversation.

12/10/2006 23:31 hours

kim_hye_won: what's ur name?
kim_hye_won: are you farah?
metalhorsecapricorn: yup
kim_hye_won: sorry for asking too much
kim_hye_won: :D
metalhorsecapricorn: no problem
metalhorsecapricorn: im just looking at some dbsk stuff
kim_hye_won: cool
kim_hye_won: i like chang min's voice <-- just because bfl loves changmin
metalhorsecapricorn: isit?
metalhorsecapricorn: i like micky
kim_hye_won: micky?
kim_hye_won: i see
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: syasya like jae joong
kim_hye_won: -_-''
kim_hye_won: blondie
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: whats wrong with liking micky?
kim_hye_won: no!!
nothing!!!V^____^V
metalhorsecapricorn: haha just kidding
kim_hye_won: i'm listening to dbsk
kim_hye_won: lol
kim_hye_won: it's good to live in korea
metalhorsecapricorn: you too?
kim_hye_won: i can buy all the cd here
metalhorsecapricorn: wad are you listening?
kim_hye_won: i love rising sun the best <-- that's so 2005.
kim_hye_won: jung ban hab
metalhorsecapricorn: oh i c
metalhorsecapricorn: im listenin to miss u
kim_hye_won: i see
kim_hye_won: missing someone?
kim_hye_won: haha
kim_hye_won: kidding
metalhorsecapricorn: ya right!
metalhorsecapricorn: lucky u
metalhorsecapricorn: get 2 livre in korea
metalhorsecapricorn: live
kim_hye_won: lucky??
kim_hye_won: not really
kim_hye_won: i prefer japan<-- just because bfl adores japan.
metalhorsecapricorn: oh
metalhorsecapricorn: why?
kim_hye_won: much more freedom
metalhorsecapricorn: oh i c
kim_hye_won: and get to dance
kim_hye_won: everyday
kim_hye_won: yeah!!!
metalhorsecapricorn: hehe
metalhorsecapricorn: u like 2 dance?
kim_hye_won: dont mind me being childish?
metalhorsecapricorn: dats cool!
kim_hye_won: yes very much
metalhorsecapricorn: no i dont
metalhorsecapricorn: my frens r also very childish
kim_hye_won: i considering to join the superjunior
kim_hye_won: but then
kim_hye_won: it will be 14
kim_hye_won: so never mind
kim_hye_won: huhuhu
metalhorsecapricorn: haha very funny
metalhorsecapricorn: r u even old enuf 2 join dem?
kim_hye_won: i'm 17
kim_hye_won: turning 18 this november
metalhorsecapricorn: oh
metalhorsecapricorn: i tot ure 14<-- OMG!! even his age changes.
kim_hye_won: lets just say
metalhorsecapricorn: hhhmm!
kim_hye_won: that's just a disguise
metalhorsecapricorn: haha
kim_hye_won: so people wont go running to me
kim_hye_won: i hate it
kim_hye_won: huhu
metalhorsecapricorn: got ppl wanna run after u
kim_hye_won: yah
kim_hye_won: crazy people
metalhorsecapricorn: like?
kim_hye_won: girls?
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: oh girls?
kim_hye_won: i'm trying to keep a low profile here
metalhorsecapricorn: so ure saying got a llot of girls chasing u?
kim_hye_won: in korea,yes<-- maybe. cos suju is big there
kim_hye_won: japan also got<-- yeah right. suju was unknown in japan at this time.
kim_hye_won: but i got away
kim_hye_won: huhuhu
metalhorsecapricorn: haha
metalhorsecapricorn: gud 4 u den
kim_hye_won: yah
metalhorsecapricorn: btw, so it means dat u r born in 1988?
kim_hye_won: i love gyoza<-- poser much?!
kim_hye_won: yes,1988
metalhorsecapricorn: haha so i've heard
kim_hye_won: my bday is 11/11/1988
kim_hye_won: yours?
metalhorsecapricorn: rily?
metalhorsecapricorn: dats cool
kim_hye_won: yes
kim_hye_won: cool?more like bad luck to me
metalhorsecapricorn: mine is on 7/9/88
kim_hye_won: hmm so you're already 18
kim_hye_won: cool
metalhorsecapricorn: yup
metalhorsecapricorn: hehe
metalhorsecapricorn: so im older den u
kim_hye_won: waaahhh
kim_hye_won: haha
kim_hye_won: i love being the younger one
kim_hye_won: V^_____^V
metalhorsecapricorn: huh? wadever!
kim_hye_won: haha
metalhorsecapricorn: well, i love being the oldest
kim_hye_won: peace!!!
metalhorsecapricorn: jus kiddin
kim_hye_won: owh......i callu aunty can?
kim_hye_won: lol
metalhorsecapricorn: WAD?
kim_hye_won: *call u
kim_hye_won: heheh
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: joking
metalhorsecapricorn: huh? im not dat old
kim_hye_won: slowdown!!!
kim_hye_won: yeah!
kim_hye_won: lol
kim_hye_won: i know
kim_hye_won: just kidding here
kim_hye_won: dont take it seriously
metalhorsecapricorn: i know
metalhorsecapricorn: im jus playin 2
kim_hye_won: like certain people
kim_hye_won: they cry when i joke around
kim_hye_won: huh.....
metalhorsecapricorn: isit?
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: im used to this sort of jokes
kim_hye_won: maybe i'm too realistic to joke around
kim_hye_won: i annoyed heechul
metalhorsecapricorn: urs is x so bad
metalhorsecapricorn: isit?
metalhorsecapricorn: wad idi u do?
kim_hye_won: because he thought i was ki bum
kim_hye_won: so i act like ki bum
kim_hye_won: he got confused
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: u did dat/
metalhorsecapricorn: haha funny
kim_hye_won: hohohoh
metalhorsecapricorn: didn;t he realised dat ur x kibum
kim_hye_won: heechul is not a person you want to talk with for a long time
metalhorsecapricorn: isit?
metalhorsecapricorn: why?
kim_hye_won: he likes to lecture
kim_hye_won: scary
kim_hye_won: seriously
metalhorsecapricorn: he does dat sort of things
metalhorsecapricorn: wow
kim_hye_won: yes
metalhorsecapricorn: x moe dat
metalhorsecapricorn: noe
kim_hye_won: no one knows bout it
metalhorsecapricorn: but u do
kim_hye_won: except for me and him
kim_hye_won: because he thought i was ki bum
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: huh! jealous!
kim_hye_won: no....i'm thinking to do a plastic surgery
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: im jealous of u 4 being able to c dem in person
metalhorsecapricorn: haha very funny
kim_hye_won: they're nice
kim_hye_won: and also craz
kim_hye_won: esp kangin
kim_hye_won: -_-''
kim_hye_won: he could be my twin
metalhorsecapricorn: hehe rily?
kim_hye_won: and seriously i want to do plastic surgery
metalhorsecapricorn: in wad way/
metalhorsecapricorn: hhmm in dat case
kim_hye_won: his behaviour is not different from mine
kim_hye_won: we're blood-brothers!!!
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: u wanna change which part of ur body?metalhorsecapricorn: haha dats cool
kim_hye_won: my face
kim_hye_won: especially the face
metalhorsecapricorn: so ure also a racoon den?
kim_hye_won: huh....
kim_hye_won: no,not a racoon
kim_hye_won: only act like one
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: okie
metalhorsecapricorn: so u wanna change ure face like hu?
kim_hye_won: hmmm...that one i havent think yet
kim_hye_won: change to someone else i guess?
kim_hye_won: dont know....
metalhorsecapricorn: i hope its not like jae joong
metalhorsecapricorn: hehe!
kim_hye_won: of course not!!!!!!!
kim_hye_won: :-&
kim_hye_won: he's a witch,he is....
metalhorsecapricorn: ill laugh so hard if dat happens
kim_hye_won: wei
kim_hye_won: wei
kim_hye_won: wei
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: wad were u gonna say bout jae joong?
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: blondie
kim_hye_won: hahahah
metalhorsecapricorn: haha very funny
kim_hye_won: true wat?
kim_hye_won: i'm just stating the facts
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: yup cant argue wif dat
metalhorsecapricorn: btw, u x mine i use very bad english to chat?kim_hye_won: he's better with his old hair color
metalhorsecapricorn: lazy wanna type properly
kim_hye_won: no its ok
metalhorsecapricorn: oh ya
kim_hye_won: i also like that
metalhorsecapricorn: he looks bettr with dark coloured hair
kim_hye_won: i agree
kim_hye_won: V^______^V
kim_hye_won: you like who in superjunior?
metalhorsecapricorn: hhmm
metalhorsecapricorn: ee teuk n han kyung
metalhorsecapricorn: n kibum of course
metalhorsecapricorn: haha
kim_hye_won: ee teuk?
kim_hye_won: ok ok
kim_hye_won: i prefer yesung
kim_hye_won: his voice is nice
metalhorsecapricorn: isit?
kim_hye_won: i like his hairstyle
metalhorsecapricorn: i like his voice 2
kim_hye_won: i want to my hair like that
kim_hye_won: haha
kim_hye_won: *style
metalhorsecapricorn: rily?
kim_hye_won: surely i look weird
metalhorsecapricorn: u shud look nice
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
kim_hye_won: my hair no need to straighten
metalhorsecapricorn: he looks like junki a bit, x u tink?
kim_hye_won: its already straight
kim_hye_won: yep...
metalhorsecapricorn: lucky u
kim_hye_won: a bit
kim_hye_won: lucky me?
metalhorsecapricorn: mine's not
metalhorsecapricorn: hafta straighten it every year
kim_hye_won: i see
kim_hye_won: my sister likes to style my hair
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: so now deres 2 things dat i jealous of umetalhorsecapricorn: cool
metalhorsecapricorn: dats nice
kim_hye_won: everynight before i sleep she will style my hair
metalhorsecapricorn: very sisterly of her
kim_hye_won: i ask her
kim_hye_won: who would want to see me at night??
kim_hye_won: with my hair like that???
metalhorsecapricorn: hehe'
metalhorsecapricorn: mebe got sum girls hu r stalking u
kim_hye_won: oh no
kim_hye_won: i locked my room
kim_hye_won: my windows
metalhorsecapricorn: so she 1s u 2 b prepared
kim_hye_won: before i sleep
kim_hye_won: no thanks
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: haha
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: rily?
metalhorsecapricorn: why so paranoid?
kim_hye_won: because
kim_hye_won: once ago
metalhorsecapricorn: yes?
kim_hye_won: i forgot to lock the windows
kim_hye_won: and
kim_hye_won: about 7 girls
kim_hye_won: climbing out through my window?<-- bullshit much!?
metalhorsecapricorn: wow
metalhorsecapricorn: rily?
kim_hye_won: starting from that day
kim_hye_won: i always lock the window
kim_hye_won: before i sleep
kim_hye_won: and the door too
kim_hye_won: they're nightmares!!!
metalhorsecapricorn: ur bedroom is on da ground floor isit?
kim_hye_won: yes
metalhorsecapricorn: must b dey like u so much
metalhorsecapricorn: haha
kim_hye_won: i change my bedroom already
kim_hye_won: they're crazy
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: wad to do?
kim_hye_won: i better isolate myself
kim_hye_won: haha
metalhorsecapricorn: det tink ure to cute?
kim_hye_won: haha
kim_hye_won: i'm not cute
metalhorsecapricorn: x resist ur charm?
kim_hye_won: not good looking
kim_hye_won: and i never charm them
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
kim_hye_won: they so perasan<-- 1 week in kch and you're a pro in sarawakian dialect?!
kim_hye_won: hah
metalhorsecapricorn: if x, why wud dey stalk u
kim_hye_won: i just walk pass them
metalhorsecapricorn: u noe wad perasan means?
kim_hye_won: i do nothing!!!
kim_hye_won: of course
kim_hye_won: you think i dont know how to speak sarawak language?<-- dialect you asshole!!!
kim_hye_won: well i speak a bit only
kim_hye_won: huhu
metalhorsecapricorn: dats already very good
metalhorsecapricorn: wads oder swk word do u noe?
kim_hye_won: maybe? <-- that'a a sarawakian word?! you stupid dead asshole!!!
kim_hye_won: dont really know
metalhorsecapricorn: oh
kim_hye_won: hey i'm just learning here...
metalhorsecapricorn: haha syamin x teach u?
kim_hye_won: not reslly
kim_hye_won: *really
kim_hye_won: me and her mostly speak japanese
metalhorsecapricorn: dats cool
kim_hye_won: haha
metalhorsecapricorn: i x even understan japanese
kim_hye_won: where got
kim_hye_won: hu??why?
metalhorsecapricorn: huh?
metalhorsecapricorn: im a bit blur already
metalhorsecapricorn: hehe
kim_hye_won: no i mean i thought u learn japanese?
metalhorsecapricorn: u do rmber dat im not nadia rite?
kim_hye_won: yes
kim_hye_won: i do remember
metalhorsecapricorn: so wad made u tink dat im learnin japanese
metalhorsecapricorn: i onli watch japanese drama
metalhorsecapricorn: hehe
kim_hye_won: owh.....
kim_hye_won: i c
kim_hye_won: who knows u learn japanese
kim_hye_won: just guessing only
metalhorsecapricorn: sori im x like u
metalhorsecapricorn: hu can speak a lot of languages
metalhorsecapricorn: hehe
kim_hye_won: owh
kim_hye_won: farah
kim_hye_won: have i seen u b4?
metalhorsecapricorn: i x tink so
metalhorsecapricorn: why?
kim_hye_won: hey hey hey
kim_hye_won: how u know?
metalhorsecapricorn: huh?
metalhorsecapricorn: dat day we wanted 2 c u, but x rite?
kim_hye_won: yep
kim_hye_won: i did went to the airport
kim_hye_won: but i didnt go back to korea
kim_hye_won: i just send my friend back
kim_hye_won: :D
metalhorsecapricorn: huh?
metalhorsecapricorn: so r u back in korea now?
kim_hye_won: i think i saw you and nadia...and perhaps your youngest sister?kim_hye_won: i think
kim_hye_won: i dont really know
kim_hye_won: maybe?
kim_hye_won: haha
metalhorsecapricorn: hhmm
metalhorsecapricorn: isit?
metalhorsecapricorn: could b us<-- went to pick up our dad.
kim_hye_won: what do u think?
metalhorsecapricorn: mebe
kim_hye_won: i see
metalhorsecapricorn: how did u noe dat?
kim_hye_won: i saw u girls walking
kim_hye_won: hey i was there
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: u were?
kim_hye_won: yes
metalhorsecapricorn: i x c a tall korean guy anywer
kim_hye_won: but in disguise of course
metalhorsecapricorn: of course
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: hey u x even greet us!
kim_hye_won: well because i dont know how u girls look like
kim_hye_won: dont blame me!!!!<-- bullshit much?!
metalhorsecapricorn: haha
metalhorsecapricorn: jus kiddin
kim_hye_won: heheh
kim_hye_won: you caught me
kim_hye_won: >.<
metalhorsecapricorn: very funny
kim_hye_won: true wat?
kim_hye_won: kesian me!!
kim_hye_won: haha
kim_hye_won: joke
metalhorsecapricorn: hey u noe kesian oso
metalhorsecapricorn: cool
kim_hye_won: thanx
kim_hye_won: i learn a lot here
kim_hye_won: sugoi neh!
kim_hye_won: here is like KL also<-- BUSTED!!
metalhorsecapricorn: isit/
kim_hye_won: i mean in kuching<-- stupid reasoning.
metalhorsecapricorn: cool
kim_hye_won: kucing is definitely a lot better<-- you know how to spell cat aww!!! you're supposed to be a bloody foriegner, you can't misspell kch!!
kim_hye_won: *kuching
kim_hye_won: haizzzz
kim_hye_won: -_-''
metalhorsecapricorn: isit?
metalhorsecapricorn: ur x jus sayin dat?
kim_hye_won: saying wad?
kim_hye_won: :-/
metalhorsecapricorn: sayin dat kch is better just bcos we live in kch
kim_hye_won: owh....i mean it
kim_hye_won: only rainy and sunny
kim_hye_won: haha
kim_hye_won: i love rain
metalhorsecapricorn: oh isit?
kim_hye_won: ^_____^V
metalhorsecapricorn: oh nadia is awake now
kim_hye_won: you mean she's been sleeping?
metalhorsecapricorn: so u chat wif her lah
metalhorsecapricorn: yup
kim_hye_won: owh...ok
kim_hye_won: nice to know you!!!
metalhorsecapricorn: i hafta go watch tv now
kim_hye_won: ...........
metalhorsecapricorn: hehe
kim_hye_won: haha
kim_hye_won: ok
kim_hye_won: chat if u some other time?
kim_hye_won: nuna?
kim_hye_won: lol
metalhorsecapricorn: can oso
kim_hye_won: <:-P
metalhorsecapricorn: yes dong seng
kim_hye_won: heheh
kim_hye_won: you're just like my sis
kim_hye_won: somehow
metalhorsecapricorn: oh
metalhorsecapricorn: okie
metalhorsecapricorn: bye
kim_hye_won: bye bye!!
kim_hye_won: :-h
metalhorsecapricorn: hey
kim_hye_won: hi?
metalhorsecapricorn: nadia here
kim_hye_won: goodmorning sleepy head!!!
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: what i had a headache
kim_hye_won: ok ok.....
kim_hye_won: your sis is just like my sis
kim_hye_won: somehow
kim_hye_won: i miss my sister
metalhorsecapricorn: you're at your office now, ritght?
metalhorsecapricorn: *right?
kim_hye_won: how u know?
metalhorsecapricorn: you said you miss your sis
metalhorsecapricorn: it's kinda obvious
kim_hye_won: lol
kim_hye_won: i'm not at office actually
kim_hye_won: more like people's office
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: owh
kim_hye_won: thats you
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: but i am tired
metalhorsecapricorn: mentally
metalhorsecapricorn: the stupid test make me mentally tired
kim_hye_won: araso...
kim_hye_won: maybe u should go back to sleep?
metalhorsecapricorn: oh yeah you stalked ahjumma at school, didn't you?kim_hye_won: kind of
metalhorsecapricorn: i'll go back to sleep later.
kim_hye_won: hey i just want to see how she look like
metalhorsecapricorn: don't feel like sleeping now
kim_hye_won: in real life oh my god she look worse than an ahjumma
kim_hye_won: tsk tsk tsk
kim_hye_won: owh because u just woke up
kim_hye_won: ok ok
kim_hye_won: haha
kim_hye_won: and why am i supposed to waste my precious time to stalk ahjumma
kim_hye_won: i haf better things to do
metalhorsecapricorn: you should stalk syamin
kim_hye_won: well
kim_hye_won: i'd love too
kim_hye_won: but i have to do my work
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: too bad
metalhorsecapricorn: oh yeah i told my friend about you "stalking " ahjumma, she wants me to say that ahjumma is not her friend
kim_hye_won: i understand
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: she's just walking with her so she wouldn't complain
kim_hye_won: who would want to be her friend anyways?
kim_hye_won: the ahjumma
kim_hye_won: gross
kim_hye_won: and to be honest
kim_hye_won: she wear her skirt too high
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
kim_hye_won: oh my
metalhorsecapricorn: yeah i'd be friends with quasimodo anyday than ahjumma
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: wei dont make me laugh
kim_hye_won: my stomach hurts
metalhorsecapricorn: that's why i wrote about the overly high skirt in the book
kim_hye_won: yep
kim_hye_won: when r u going to continue the story?
metalhorsecapricorn: i'm going to write something soon
kim_hye_won: give me the copied one when you're done with it
kim_hye_won: i'll pass them to ki bum
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: i'm going to change all the names
metalhorsecapricorn: it'll be weird
kim_hye_won: wei......
kim_hye_won: dont!!!!
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: why not?
kim_hye_won: its better that way
metalhorsecapricorn: why is it better?
kim_hye_won: i dont know....
kim_hye_won: just continue the sory
kim_hye_won: *story
metalhorsecapricorn: why does everybody tell me to do so
kim_hye_won: because
metalhorsecapricorn: right now i'm still thinking of what to write
kim_hye_won: its interesting
kim_hye_won: think!!!!
kim_hye_won: and write!!!
kim_hye_won: i want to read!!!!!!
metalhorsecapricorn: okay
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: sorry
metalhorsecapricorn: i'll try and write something this holiday
kim_hye_won: for being annoying
metalhorsecapricorn: nevermind
kim_hye_won: i asked farah whether i can call her aunty or not
metalhorsecapricorn: just call her nuna
kim_hye_won: i call her nuna of course
metalhorsecapricorn: don't call her aunty
kim_hye_won: -_-''
kim_hye_won: that was just a joke
kim_hye_won: cant u take a joke??
kim_hye_won: :
metalhorsecapricorn: sometimes my brain can't really process a joke
metalhorsecapricorn: my head is a little bit weird
metalhorsecapricorn: especially during test time
kim_hye_won: owh
kim_hye_won: sorry
metalhorsecapricorn: nah, it's my brain that should apologize to me
kim_hye_won: i sometimes joke until some people cry
kim_hye_won: haha
kim_hye_won: sorry
metalhorsecapricorn: crying of laughter or cry because your jokes are too harsh
kim_hye_won: both
metalhorsecapricorn: oh yeah ahjumma is jealous because i don't talk to her
metalhorsecapricorn: i'm so proud that i can piss her off
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: is she that stupid??
metalhorsecapricorn: honestly in studies she's smarter than me but in life, yes she's ultra stupid
kim_hye_won: i see
kim_hye_won: so she's plain stupid lah?
kim_hye_won: ngaiti
kim_hye_won: -_-''
kim_hye_won: :
metalhorsecapricorn: she's plain stupid alright
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: i can imagine her in near future
kim_hye_won: being an obahanga
kim_hye_won: and also ahjumma
kim_hye_won: 2 in 1
kim_hye_won: wow
metalhorsecapricorn: i wonder if she'll ever get married or will she just live in a house with 20 cats
metalhorsecapricorn: hah
kim_hye_won: cats?no!!
kim_hye_won: cats are cute
kim_hye_won: frogs better
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
kim_hye_won: she look like one too
kim_hye_won: =))
metalhorsecapricorn: yeah come to think of it she does look like a frog
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: =))
metalhorsecapricorn: so syamin said that you want to convert to islam?metalhorsecapricorn: you really do love her don't you?
kim_hye_won: rumors spread that fast?
kim_hye_won: wow
kim_hye_won: yes
kim_hye_won: me and sae gyo want to convert into islam
kim_hye_won: she will follow her husband
kim_hye_won: future husband
kim_hye_won: because he's a muslim
metalhorsecapricorn: wow, cool
kim_hye_won: yep
metalhorsecapricorn: so her future husband is a korean muslim , kah?kim_hye_won: yes
kim_hye_won: somehow
kim_hye_won: kedak ya lah
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: they should open a halal restaurant
kim_hye_won: i agree
metalhorsecapricorn: all the muslim tourist will go and eat there
kim_hye_won: wei there's a lot of halal restaurant in korea
kim_hye_won: i think
kim_hye_won: i dont really go out to eat
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: i know there are some but when i went there we went to the outskirt of the city
kim_hye_won: owh....no wonder
metalhorsecapricorn: so we ate mostly squid
kim_hye_won: who ask u to go to the outskirt of the city?
kim_hye_won: tsk tsk tsk
kim_hye_won: i dont like squid
kim_hye_won: huhuhu
metalhorsecapricorn: it was a tour thingy
kim_hye_won: too bad
kim_hye_won: owh
kim_hye_won: didnt tell me earlier
kim_hye_won: -_-''
metalhorsecapricorn: nevermind next time if i'm going to korea i'm gonna go to the city only
kim_hye_won: buy cds
kim_hye_won: right?
metalhorsecapricorn: and buy cds until i puas
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
kim_hye_won: kalah me
metalhorsecapricorn: how do you know?
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: knowing you
kim_hye_won: with the dbsk and superjunior
kim_hye_won: and lee hom maybe?
metalhorsecapricorn: yes lee hom too
kim_hye_won: i dont know why girls like lee hom
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: do you know the band called rooster
kim_hye_won: yes
metalhorsecapricorn: at last someone who actually knows them
metalhorsecapricorn: i wanna buy their 2nd album
metalhorsecapricorn: i can't find it kuching
kim_hye_won: i'm losing tracks of time here
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
kim_hye_won: cool
kim_hye_won: japan got the cd
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: international songs....
kim_hye_won: right
metalhorsecapricorn: japan bah
kim_hye_won: ya lah tek!!
kim_hye_won: -_-''
metalhorsecapricorn: nevermind at the end of this year i'll get the cd
kim_hye_won: cool
kim_hye_won: because i'm planning to buy the cd
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: i love the song good to be here
kim_hye_won: hey i love that song
metalhorsecapricorn: and the best thing is, is that the song is the soundtrack for stormbreaker
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
kim_hye_won: dont kacau my song
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: joking
kim_hye_won: i know bout stormbreaker..
metalhorsecapricorn: i'm an alex rider fan
metalhorsecapricorn: i collect the books
kim_hye_won: owh
kim_hye_won: i see
kim_hye_won: lucky u
kim_hye_won: i dont have time to read books
kim_hye_won: so music is my life
metalhorsecapricorn: my life is basicly food, music, tv and internet
metalhorsecapricorn: and studies, of course
kim_hye_won: i havnt dance for quite a long time
kim_hye_won: i feel so lazy already
kim_hye_won: huhu
kim_hye_won: i need to dance more
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
kim_hye_won: care to join?
metalhorsecapricorn: you should dance but i ain't gonna join you
metalhorsecapricorn: ask syamin
metalhorsecapricorn: haha
kim_hye_won: tsk
kim_hye_won: so bad
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: wad?
metalhorsecapricorn: pahal pulak so bad
kim_hye_won: nothing!!!!
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: she did dance with me wad
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: yalah ya during one of your morning metalhorsecapricorn: ''
kim_hye_won: no lah
metalhorsecapricorn: 'salh, tertekan
kim_hye_won: sukati li jak
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: during one of your morning visits
kim_hye_won: no
kim_hye_won: an afternoon when she visit me
kim_hye_won: before buka puasa i think?
kim_hye_won: yes
metalhorsecapricorn: at merdeka palace with her bro
kim_hye_won: yes
kim_hye_won: her bro join in too
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: rising sun!!!!!
metalhorsecapricorn: owh, paduhal
kim_hye_won: yeah!!!
metalhorsecapricorn: yeah now she's high on rising sun
metalhorsecapricorn: kept on singing it at school
kim_hye_won: i love that song
kim_hye_won: korean version
metalhorsecapricorn: both her and steph
kim_hye_won: steph?
kim_hye_won: who's she?
kim_hye_won: is she the one syasya call onesan?
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: another one of our friend
metalhorsecapricorn: yes
kim_hye_won: i see
metalhorsecapricorn: she is onesan
kim_hye_won: owh.....
kim_hye_won: i saw her too
metalhorsecapricorn: but syamin sings the japanese version of rising sun
kim_hye_won: i know
kim_hye_won: she kept singing the song
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: copied it out of my external harddrive
kim_hye_won: she asked me to dance like changmin?
kim_hye_won: lol
kim_hye_won: she should've asked from me
kim_hye_won: -_-''
metalhorsecapricorn: her bro stole her thumbdrive
kim_hye_won: i know
kim_hye_won: he showed it to me
metalhorsecapricorn: that's why she couldn't get it from you
kim_hye_won: too bad
metalhorsecapricorn: yalah
kim_hye_won: i have endless moment
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: <:-P
metalhorsecapricorn: she could've gotten endless moment as well
metalhorsecapricorn: i only got their performance of endless moment
kim_hye_won: i see
metalhorsecapricorn: not the mp3 of the song
kim_hye_won: too bad for u
kim_hye_won: i haf the cd
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: molah orang geram jak
kim_hye_won: aie
metalhorsecapricorn: sik guna kali jak
kim_hye_won: aku bah!!!
kim_hye_won: hahah
metalhorsecapricorn: ek eleh rasa terrer
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: nice to know you're back to normal
metalhorsecapricorn: only slightly more than 50%
kim_hye_won: still
metalhorsecapricorn: once test is over i'm gonna be back and my evil side will wake up
metalhorsecapricorn: and ahjumma will suffer
metalhorsecapricorn: haha
kim_hye_won: right.....
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: everybody is doing their share
kim_hye_won: lol
kim_hye_won: very good
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: keep it up
metalhorsecapricorn: marc and parv digs information from ahjumma and syamin and i think of evil plans
kim_hye_won: cool
kim_hye_won: so
kim_hye_won: can i call her frog?
metalhorsecapricorn: yeah sure
metalhorsecapricorn: she is one anyway
kim_hye_won: LOL
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: i can die of laughing
kim_hye_won: my stomach hurts
kim_hye_won: =))
metalhorsecapricorn: and there is actually a teacher at school that who look ahjumma
metalhorsecapricorn: we call the teacher the future ahjumma
metalhorsecapricorn: and the teacher looks like a frog too
metalhorsecapricorn: they are twins, seperated at birth and by god knows how many years
kim_hye_won: wow
kim_hye_won: who?
metalhorsecapricorn: the teacher's name is fu siaw wah or something like that
metalhorsecapricorn: but parv and i call her thick lips and syamin call her fish
kim_hye_won: hohoho
kim_hye_won: interesting
kim_hye_won: twins
kim_hye_won: separated at birth
metalhorsecapricorn: oh yeah ahjumma's skirt length keeps on increasing
kim_hye_won: no wonder ahjumma look so old
metalhorsecapricorn: yeah she's an obahanga in disguise
kim_hye_won: her skin berkedut like old woman
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
kim_hye_won: tsk tsk
kim_hye_won: =))
metalhorsecapricorn: a real genuine ahjumma
metalhorsecapricorn: gila juak ko tok
kim_hye_won: wow
kim_hye_won: tsk tsk
kim_hye_won: genuine ahjumma
kim_hye_won: illegally from....?
kim_hye_won: korea doesnt suit her
kim_hye_won: yuck
metalhorsecapricorn: yup memang a genuine ahjumma from cambodia
metalhorsecapricorn: or tibet
kim_hye_won: wad?
kim_hye_won: my head something wrong today
kim_hye_won: tsk tsk tsk
kim_hye_won: or an otoko in disguise?
kim_hye_won: ewww!!!!
kim_hye_won: :-&
kim_hye_won: no wonder she got no shape!!
metalhorsecapricorn: could be an otoko in disguise
metalhorsecapricorn: or maybe quasimodo's twin
metalhorsecapricorn: that's why she a hunchback
kim_hye_won: oh my god
kim_hye_won: #-o
kim_hye_won: =))
metalhorsecapricorn: the hunchback of notre dame 3: quasimodo's twin, ahjumma loves frollo
kim_hye_won: wei stop
kim_hye_won: i cant laugh anymore
kim_hye_won: ewwwwww
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: she sucks!!
kim_hye_won: hahahahahahah
kim_hye_won: i fell off my chair
kim_hye_won: ouch my head hurts
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: oh kesian u
metalhorsecapricorn: i should write that in the book
metalhorsecapricorn: the part where she loves frollo
metalhorsecapricorn: wah a harabunim and an ahjumma
metalhorsecapricorn: what a couple
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: good one!!!
kim_hye_won: why dont u write
kim_hye_won: ahjumma tried to seduce heechul
metalhorsecapricorn: i will
metalhorsecapricorn: don't worry
kim_hye_won: =))
metalhorsecapricorn: that's good
metalhorsecapricorn: ahjumma tried to seduce hee chul
kim_hye_won: poor heechul
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: i can die laughing
metalhorsecapricorn: and then hee chul merepak like he always does metalhorsecapricorn: then push her until she fall down
metalhorsecapricorn: then kang in carry her and throw her into the lake
metalhorsecapricorn: yup , that's an idea
kim_hye_won: =D>
kim_hye_won: =))=))=))
kim_hye_won: i can die of laughing
kim_hye_won: thats definitely a good idea
kim_hye_won: wait till i tell heechul about ahjumma
kim_hye_won: =))
metalhorsecapricorn: yea you should tell hee chul about ahjumma
metalhorsecapricorn: if you want to kacau her also can
kim_hye_won: he'll explode
kim_hye_won: =))
kim_hye_won: this is so interesting
kim_hye_won: wait
kim_hye_won: kang in was pretending to feel sorry for ahjumma
kim_hye_won: so ahjumma perasan lah
kim_hye_won: LOL
kim_hye_won: then kang in throw her into the lake
metalhorsecapricorn: yeah
kim_hye_won: =))
metalhorsecapricorn: that's good
kim_hye_won: yeah!!!!!
metalhorsecapricorn: if it were to happen in real life it'll be a lot funnier
kim_hye_won: i like that idea
metalhorsecapricorn: since i have couple of new ideas maybe i should continue writing it tonight
metalhorsecapricorn: can study at school tomorrow
metalhorsecapricorn: \yeah, i should write tonight
kim_hye_won: yeah!!!!
kim_hye_won: heheh
kim_hye_won: thanks to me
kim_hye_won: lol
kim_hye_won: rasa cool sekejap
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: yalah thanks to you
metalhorsecapricorn: yalah go and rasa cool kejap
kim_hye_won: hehe
kim_hye_won: B-)
kim_hye_won: :D
kim_hye_won: nadia
kim_hye_won: i have to go offline
metalhorsecapricorn: okies
kim_hye_won: before sae gyo lecture me
kim_hye_won: oh anyways
metalhorsecapricorn: i'll go and write the book tthingy
kim_hye_won: we're in japan now
kim_hye_won: heheh
kim_hye_won: my notebook lowbatt
metalhorsecapricorn: owh
metalhorsecapricorn: okay
kim_hye_won: when i come here i want to read it k?
kim_hye_won: haha
metalhorsecapricorn: chat with you some other time
metalhorsecapricorn: okay
kim_hye_won: take care
metalhorsecapricorn: no probs
kim_hye_won: i might not be online for a few days
kim_hye_won: or maybe weeks
metalhorsecapricorn: okay
kim_hye_won: lot of work to do
kim_hye_won: huhuhu
kim_hye_won: so sorry
metalhorsecapricorn: nevermind
metalhorsecapricorn: you're busy
kim_hye_won: tell my new nuna i wont do plastic surgery
kim_hye_won: i dont want to look like jae joong
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: okay i will
metalhorsecapricorn: bye
kim_hye_won: thank you
kim_hye_won: so sorry again
kim_hye_won: and sorry for being so annoying
kim_hye_won: i think i need to grow up
kim_hye_won: hahah
kim_hye_won: not!!!!!!
kim_hye_won: -_-'''
metalhorsecapricorn: no you're not annoying at all
metalhorsecapricorn: don't grow up always be a kid
metalhorsecapricorn: okies go do your work now before sae gyo lectures you
metalhorsecapricorn: if you're not going to be on9 i can always ask syamin to tell you stuff
metalhorsecapricorn: sik susah

~END~

so how was it. long innit?
well that's just a first in many of the conversations that i've kept. the comments in red are just there for me to highlight my stupidity and you guys to enjoy.

The Dead are Alive!!!

2007-06-01T12:50:00.000+08:00

Guess what?! The dead are truly alive. i just went to someone's friendster and it was updated. the horror.

well okay it's not that scary since that person is just a figment of a liar's imagination. i guess the lie still ain't over. Man, why can't that guy die yet?! honestly i'm sick of this lie already, and now the BIG FAT LIAR make up a new lie. it goes like this: "OOHHH!! my boyfriend just died like last month because of leukemia and now i'm seeing an australian with an ocker accent guy. see, i'm so hot that even an australian is chasing after me." <---- basically that's what she thinks. and believe me when i say the big fat liar is BIG FAT LIAR because she truly is.

i truly think that they don't deserve to live. truth be told, i hope she will kill herself like she always said in the past. this is what she said: "i've always contemplating my own suicide," and if you go to her friendster blog, it's all there. i mean c'mon her sister doesn't even live with her. younger sister yeah, sure but not her older stepsister.

anyways, what i'm really trying to say is that do you guys think that a straight guy will like an idol boyband? honestly, i don't think so. if you're a guy who suddenly stumble upon this blog, a girl who wants to answer this question or a straight men who really like idol boyband <--- (though i really doubt this.) leave you views in your comment.

to everybody who celebrate Hari Gawai, Happy Gawai to you guys. don't drink too little tuak, okay? be sober or enjoy yourself until you're all ain't sober no more. choose whichever you think is the choice for you. and one more thing, do you guys agree that liars should be punish? If you do, gimme a HELL YEAH!! <--- seems like i type this into every post.

for those who really wonder about BFL's lies, i'll post all the stuff that she typed in my next entry. when i say everything, i mean everythng. so till then.

Toodle-oo!

Double Posting.

2007-05-30T16:06:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy, all my downloads are going well. Kat-tun's Yorokobi no Uta is done. loved it, if you want to watch it try and search it at youtube though it's not that great but it's watchable. i can watch the high quality one. hah.

battle's new vid is out as well.bruce it will be best if you don't watch the new vid. the song is really cheesy. believe me, you'll laugh your head off bruce.

and just because i read bruce's blog just now about how she rant about the class profile, i have a rant of my own. it turns out that the editor for the school magazine's profile said that my picture looks like a pontianak. (for those of you who don't know about pontianak. basically pontianak is a malay version of vampire. one becomes a pontianak by dying of childbirth. contrary to vampires, pontianak wear white and have blood red lips. they also haunt little kics, preferably young boys. but all this is just a folklore.)

i do admit that i look gothic, not a pontianak, in that picture. and the good thing about it is that i don't look like me. people say so. when they saw it they were asking who it is. so that is a really good sign, which means i can disguise myself and get away with it. only to a certain extent, of course.

and the bloody editor for the profile cancelled off some really fun stuff from my profile. my original one is supposed to be : she loves to cook. (please visit her restaurant in the future.) <---- that's the supposed one that i agreed upon. but after the editor got her hands on it, it becomes like this : she loves to cook and she may be one of the best cook in town. <----- how lame is that? if you think it's lame, give me a hell yeah.

i mean, the profile have all been agreed upon. everybody liked it and agreed upon it. so who bloody cares about parents complaining, their kids agreed on their own profile. if they don't like it, why the hell didn't they change it in the first place, right?

but the biggest conspiracy here is that my class is the only one (that i've heard so far) who have to change some pictures in the profile as well as heavy editing on the students profile. (ganbatte!! bruce). i think our dissatisfied class teacher is behind all this. good thing her picture ain't gonna be in the magazine. if she wanted it to be done her way, why didn't she say so in the first place. who asked her to take a leave and put all the responsibilities in our hands then come back to complain.

honestly jo odio del ella. todo mi corazon, jo odio del ella. i will be really happy if she just butt out and stop teaching us chemistry out of hatred towards the class. i think she should just be a chemist. she hasn't got what it takes to be a teacher, unlike a certain temporary teacher who is a great teacher.

i can't wait till school is over. it'll be sad to part with friends but it'll be a much greater joy to get out of the rule of the demented headmistress who have a i'm-always-right-i'm-never-wrong-and-i'll-never-be-wrong-because-i'm-perfect attitude. the headmistress, perfect?! MY ASS!! (i'll eat crocodile meat if she's perfect.)

oh well, i might as well get ready to go to bhal's class. time to imaginatively stab myself in the head out of boredom. aight, that's it for double posting.

Toodle-oo!

Need More Tao Session!!

2007-05-30T10:49:00.001+08:00

Stupid title , i know but i want to go to tao again except for the fact that they have too many waiters there now. Makes it feel crowded. and now they even have 2 sizes for their drink.

okay enough about tao. they do not need to be advertised here cause they wouldn't be the city's best kept secret if i advertise them too much. it's also another way to prevent wannabes to go there and pollute the place.

finally holidays have come (the last 2 days isn't counted as holidays cause i had to go to school). well, not really a holiday cause i have bhaludin tonight. he's a good teacher, great entrepreneur and the bestest businessmen. why the bestest businessmen, you ask. well he raked in millions just by tutoring students who are weak in BM like me and all the kiasu students who wants to get a bloody a1 for their bm.

c'mon man, getting an a1 in a language subject that we might never use when we go outside of malaysia is just plain weird. no offence but i think scoring a1 in english is more important than BM. just imagine if you go to italy or something, you try and speak BM to them, they'll give you a look cause they won't understand a single word that you utter out because the day of BM as lingua franca is over people. i'll repeat it again, THE DAY OF BM AS LINGUA FRANCA IS OVER.

Unlike japanese or korean language, the mordern BM just don't have what it takes to be popular, don't you think so? Gimme a hell yeah if you agree with me. if it was the classic BM, like the ones that P. Ramlee use in his movie, i'll be fine with that. hell, even P. Ramlee actually mix english and BM in his movies. During P. Ramlee's day, it's okay for him to make movies (real movies that use everyday language to depict everyday life) with BM and english words in a conversation but if you try to do that now, you'll just gonna get an earful from the-good-for-nothing-i-never-do-my-job-properly-because-i-procrastinate-a-lot ministers.

and oh yeah, by reading this blog (doesn't matter which entry) you hereby agreeing that you cannot sue me or take any legal actions of any sort because i am merely expressing my thoughts in a way that i think that suites me best.

i guess this is it for now. i want to finish reading my manga first.

Toodle-oo!

First post. Gimme a HELL YEAH!

2007-05-27T12:34:00.000+08:00

Finally after months (or years possibly) contemplating opening a blog, I finally opened one. This is where all my rantings, complains, cursings of anger will be posted but I'll post some fun stuff as well. If you don't like to read my blog BUGGER OFF!! just like the name of this blog and I do not want to get stupid comments on how crappy my blog is unless you're my friends.

So yeah that's it for the first post. I'll write something once i have something to write.

Toodlee-o!